19th of May

today was absolutely not a good day except a minute in the morning. no, maybe less than 1 minute. i had some interaction with cheche in that minute so automatically it will be considered as good moment. i "hi" with her like what i did usually but she replied me with a different way. she "hi" with me instead of "morning". we went away after poking each other. she turned her body to me once she passed by me about 0.5seconds. she told me she hasn't finish the CHOCOLATE that i gave her before and pointing at her mouth, she was eating it. i was shocked by the word "chocolate" and i repeated the word in a very high pitch and confuse voice. i don't know why i wanted to repeat it in high pitch. after that i realised the chocolate she meant is the lozenges that i gave her so i corrected her with "strepsils". she also realised i had misunderstood the chocolate she meant so she corrected it with "sweets". we talked the words at the same time. i nodded my head and mumbled something as satisfaction of her correction and walked away.

everything after this was bad. hum, maybe there was something which was not so bad. my mum said today will be a raining day as the sky had already dark. fortunately the rain came only after PJ period. we was released very early in the assembly while the Malays don't. we need to have our lessons at bilik unjuran as our class was arranged into exam place for examination of students in afternoon session. they will start their exam today. we waited for teacher and other students at the field for PJ period. i asked fish whether she wants to run around the field together with me. she accepted. we ran around the field and suz joined us in the halfway. the round we ran was getting smaller and smaller as we were exhausted.

mhy came and asked for helps among us. fangfang was very excited and wanted to go but she doesn't dare, so i accompanied her. mhy asked her to asked for some glasses at bilik jahitan first. after fangfang went away, she ordered me to take 10 mineral waters from koperasi. she held my hand when she was ordering me. i don't know why she wanted to hold my hand, because she wanted to test how small is my hand? XD

after this was moral period and we had it at kamar syura. it started to rain when it was almost recess time. because of we needed to back to kamar syura after recess for our English period, so suz suggested us to put our shoes at kamar syura and we back to class to take our things and then go canteen to eat without our shoes. we really did it. everyone stared at us and smiled. we explained the same thing to them many times. why didn't i meet cheche? sure she will ask us why and we will leave a special impression for her again. T~T fortunately we didn't meet principal or we will maybe slapped by her. i went back to bilik unjuran with a pair of wet sock after English period. it was wet and cold, and smelly i think. i hate that. it made me so uncomfortable, and disgusting.

we back to our own class at last. last period was Sejarah and the teacher was absent. we arranged our seats at class. my place was almost same with last time. but this time was no longer boys at in front while girls at back, we gonna mix.

i saw cheche and dameinv were eating at canteen when i was in lab, doing experiment. i can't recognise dameinv because she wore a different tudung today. i wished to see her that in different tudung and suit after school. however, fish said she saw her drove back already! T~T i still didn't see her, even her face. moody. sighed.