Weird feelings

We did our choir team rehearsal at Dewan Bandaran just now together with all of the performing performers. Everything went well. We need to make rainstorm sound by using only our hands. We did it perfectly just now, the storm sound was so nice. However, because I’m the front row and there are no benches or wood pieces for the front row so the front row students were unable to make the storm sound. The sound was so nice but it was not from me. T~T

Many teachers came to watch us rehearsal, including fishmonger too. But then, why didn’t Dameinv come too. T~T. She will not be coming for the concert I think, it’s bad, because I can’t see her, it’s good too because I won’t be nervous then. Heee. As long as there is nobody that I care, I won’t be nervous. Like last time, the Jenayah Function, I was not nervous at all. Hoho.

I slept once I reached home, I was very tired. I even didn’t eat and bathe first. I dreamed something weird.

The first scene was in my mum’s room, where I was sleeping in. Teacher Edna, Suz and me was there, standing face to face. We were discussing about something and last, Teacher Edna ended up the conversation with a sentence which in Mandarin and turned and opened the door to go out. I’ve forgotten what she said, but I remember, the sentence was in Mandarin. I then replied her in Mandarin too. I was very excited that she spoke Mandarin, don’t know why. I asked her where she was going to go, she said she wanted to go to my grandmother’s house. I was shocked and then asked her whether she knows my grandmother. We then chatted for a while in Mandarin.

The second was over the canteen. Dameinv was there. The canteen was crowded. All of my friends got their food first so they went to sit before I get my food. I saw Dameinv sat at a round table opposite to the stall outside the canteen alone. I then took my food towards her and asked her whether she’s sitting alone. She said yes, she is. I then said I want to sit with her and straight away sat down. I’m not purposely wanted to see her then only I sat with her, but I don’t want her to feel lonely. Many cats appeared around my bench then. I was very scared and jumped onto my bench and then the other bench to avoid the cat from getting nearer to me. I jumped here and there and screamed. Dameinv was laughing and looking at me when I was jumping. I then told her I’m scare of cats.

The third scene was a hall. It looked like the Kamar Syura in our school, just that the ceiling is much higher and the whole hall was much longer. It was crowded with people in school uniform too and everywhere looked dark, the lamp opened only at the place where there were people there. Dameinv was sitting at the front part of the table, near where I stood in HAC last time, writing something diligently. The students were surrounding her, and so did I. I deliberately stood there for a very long time in order to see her longer although I had nothing to do. I realised my mum was outside the hall, searching for me in a sudden. I felt so guilty for letting her to wait me for so long just because I wanted to see Dameinv. I immediately ran towards her and walked away with her. Suddenly, I was back to the hall again but there were many mouse-like-squirrels and 3 animals that looked like the monster in the cartoon Pokemon chasing after me! I ran quickly into the hall. The crowd inside saw me and ran here and there too. The scene was chaotic. I saw Dameinv and I asked her to run too.

It changed into the fourth scene suddenly. I was on Teacher Edna’s car, sitting at the side of Teacher Edna while she was driving. Marcus and two more persons I think were on the car too. We were rejoicing for escaping successfully from those monsters. At the same time, we were grieving for those who failed to escape. Again, we were chatting in Mandarin. The end.

The dream ended up abruptly and it was raining cat and dog when I woke up. The first sound I heard from the rain was exactly same with the sound we made in choir, crescendo, decrescendo and the sound of clapping our lap. I felt so weird. Weird for the dream, why was I kept on dreaming Teacher Edna speaking Mandarin, weird for the rain sounds, it was so coincident, and weird for I waking up so late, I woke up at 7pm something and I haven’t eat my lunch, bathe and sweep the floor yet. Hehe.