a bit down

dameinv's not school today, she went for PBSM camping. feeling not nice. by the way, i still saw her in the morning. i think she came to fetch her students to the camp. i saw her stopped her car in front of surau then walked here and there and helped her students to put their luggage onto her car. i wanted to hii with her, so i asked fangfang to accompany me to toilet so that she can sees me and hi. but we quarreled about who should go and ask teacher for a while, as a result, dameinv's gone when we came out. T~T still cannot hi.

i planned just to poke cheche without the feel of excited like normal days so that she will feel she like hurt me(she said i'm bising before) or else and then will concern about me more. unfortunately, she was calling with someone when i meet her and i can't control myself to not to hi with her excitedly. i still poked her excitedly, although that's much less then normal. she just looked at me and nodded. sigh.

i stayed back until 2.15pm today, i thought there's a drama practice but it was canceled. however, i still stayed back because stay back will have chance to meet cheche some more i can do nothing except wait on car if i back. i went canteen and celebrated birthday for datou and ween. i knew datou's birthday is 6th of April because i saw maning wished her yesterday, for ween, i don't know actually. urgh, what friend is this, don't know her birthday, i'm disappointed for myself. anyway, i still celebrated with them happily, i'm actually very happy too because cheche came canteen after that. wahaha~ i kept on seeing her. i sang the birthday song loudly so that people will concern at us, i don't care, i'm back to them XD how good is that if cheche's there when i was singing the song.

what cheche think about me? i think she will feel "aiyo... this chinese student.. why so annoying.. making noise here and there, always kacau me, laugh like idiot.... can you stop having any interaction with me?" urghhh.... down.

why i will keep on online every night? because that is the period dameinv will online usually. i just want to meet her. today she impossible will be here, sigh. down again.

overall, i'm down today.