nearly perfect day!!

5th of April

actually today should be considered as perfect day, but because of lack of seeing cheche ,talking with her and interaction with dameinv, it became a NEARLY perfect day only. however, it can be considered as perfect day too actually, because there happened a really nice thing after that, i think it will cover the sadness of the things mentioned above.

cheche came late again this morning, consequently, i didn't see her. i went toilet together with fangfang, just to meet cheche. she's not in bilik guru, didn't meet her too. unfortunately, there's a bad news for me when i reached class back from toilet. "i saw cheche standing in front there just now!" said suz. T~T why i want to go toilet. i can see cheche if i stay in class!! T~T didn't see cheche the whole day, utcut. whatever, i still met dameinv an hi with her. heaven to those who wait, i met cheche at last. i saw her went out from bilik guru when i was sitting at astaka. i immediately followed up her just to say hi with her. i hi with her at last when she back from putting her things on her car. i was walking behind her, she's nearly entered bilik guru already, i told myself, if i didn't call her, i will lost a big good chance and i will regret for it! as a result, i called her. i called her softly from her back, just like a thief, she turned back her head and looked at me and said hi too. yes, finally i hi with her too.

i went for drama practice then. i thought we will practice how to act and it will takes a long time.however, it's out of my expectation. we just read the parts we should read and pani said she wanted to go already then we just ended up our practice like this. well, i'm not very like to act too, but it's really out of my expectation. we ended at around 3pm while i expected we will end at 3.30pm. i then went to library to do my homework and to wait for time passes. i was very sleepy, i moved the flower which was put on the table there in front of me and slept a while. there's nobody near me, just a class there at another side of library. i finished my kh exercise with the reference book in the library. i went to toilet, put my things back to astaka and drank some water before i went to find dameinv. i was very bnervous when i walked near the enter of bilik guru, i don't know what will happen later. unluckily, she was calling with somebody. i walked to the place beside her and sat down. she ignored me, she didn't tells me what should i do, where should i sit or something like that, she just let me do my things just like i'm already used to stay like that. T~T she ended up her call later, she called the person "sayang"!! what the hell....

she asked me have works to do or not, i answered her yes, i have. then she said then do your own works, and then she went to do her own works already! T~T i should say i have nothing to do.... she went here and there, do this and that, and talked with few teachers in bilik guru. she's definitely not like what we saw. we thought she's a polite girl, talks softly, does things slow-motionly, actually it not so!! she talked loudly with teachers, walked quickly here and there, and laughed loudly too. teachers are also not like what we thinked, they are just like my malay classmates, just that they are not that rude. by the way, i like it. XD

i don't dare to look at her because i scared that she will look at me when i'm looking at her and i also don't know what to talk with her, every topics we talked before is all from her, i didn't even give one of it so we had very less interaction in that 45 minutes. we were doing our own things, she's very busy, i don't want to disturb her. puan mahaya asked me why i'm here when she came to put the exercise books on the table i was sitting. i said do works, then she said "hum.. do works in bilik guru...." i don't know what should i answer her so i just smiled.

i went out of bilik guru at 5.15pm. dameinv was going to solat that time, i don't want to stay alone in bilik guru anymore, what if another teacher comes and asks me again? i told dameinv that i wanted to leave already, she seems like very shocked, maybe she doesn't want me to leave her XD. my mum had not coming yet when i reached the pondok. i wanted to go inside and see dameinv again, but i don't have excuse so i can only waited and did nothing at the pondok. i saw dameinv standing at KIOSK not long after that, maybe after solat and wanted to buy somehting to eat. she stood there very long, i thought the students were preparing food that slow, actually she was talking with cheche there. cheche's there also. at the same time, beibei them came out.

i immediately asked them whether wanted to buy things or not as i wanted to see dameinv and cheche. fortunately, yewen wanted and beibei forgot her book at bilik unjuran too. she needed to go back to take her book. good. dameinv went to look at the poster of students got straight As in last year SPM when i'm near KIOSK, while KIOSK was not selling anything nice and yewen seems like don't want to buy, so i peeped at cheche and walked towards dameinv. i touched her right shoulder while i was standing at her left, haha, what a childish action. she asked me why i am still here and i told her my mum has not reaches yet. i walked beside her when she was walking back to bilik guru. we chatted a while, wahaha~ first time~ walking together and chatting~ yeah~ good also!

last, actually today was a perfect day. XD