confession

finally he confess to me. although i considered we're coupling, but i still never accept him properly, or i should say, he never confess to me properly yet. at yesterday 11.11.2010 23.51pm, he confessed to me.

"i have something wanna ask you,"

"what's that?"

"do you like me??
A. yes, i like you
B. i wanna be your girlfriend
C. i wanna be with you
D. all of above" he asked.

"what!? you're so cunning," actually i already choose D once i finished his message. but i'm shy to answer him straight away.

"please answer me properly,"

"E"

"ohh!! i forgot the option E,
E. i like you and i wanna be your girlfriend,"

"you didnt write option E just now!!"

"i forgot it just now."

"so, where are you sincerity?"

"*sincerity* this is my sincerity."

"well, so, *answer* this is my answer."

"ohh, ok. then goodnight." how disappointed am i on that moment u know!!

"huh?? gave up already?? goodnight then." actually i want him to say "no no no!! i wanna know the answer immediately!!".

"i give you some times to consider. tell me the answer tomorrow." this is what he answered.

"ohh, ok. goodnight then."

what the hell is him. actually what the hell am i. i want him to want my answer, but i'm shy to answer him. arghhhhh. what i'm doing now.

well, he sms me few minutes ago.

"what is your answer?"

"E" i decided to tell him now. i scare he'll feel sad because i'm not willing to answer him.

"what is E?"

"its okay if you had forgot it." i know he knew it.

"is that what i sent you yesterday night?"

"what else?"

"can you just tell me you like me? i wanna excited for a while."

"i like you. actually this kind of words should tell each other face to face although i know i will cant say it out on that time." actually i'm dreaming how should i tell him already. haha.


WE TALKED SOMETHING ELSE AFTERWARDS.


but i feel little bit guilty you know. we shouldn't coupling at this age after all. however, i cant control my feeling and i just want to be with him the next second. arghhhh.