Tuesday, March 29, 2011

boomed!!!

talk a bit about this morning, saw cheche many times, but from far only, so didn't hi with her.

met dameinv deliberately many times today. XD she a bit shocked. ha-ha. i asked her which rumah sukan is she today, she answered me very soft again today. but her voice sounds like sore throat, got sputum inside her throat. still very soft and gentle, melted again. XD

chatted with dameinv just now, she told me she lives together with muna and one more friends who teaches in smk taman kenari. she said she's geram when saw my long hair, then i said i will wear tudung so that she won't sees my hair. after that she said if i wear tudung, sure will be very lemah lembut, just like every time when i meet her. hello, i where got lemah lembut when saw her, i laughed loudly, talked loudly some more talked like a man with her, but she says i'm lemah lembut when i saw her!? now only i know i'm that lemah lembut in her eyes. XD boomed. some more, i asked her, three teachers stay together, sure they will talk about which student's good, which student's bad, then she say no, because they teaches different form. and then she said, "ckp ttg pengetua ada la" XDXD then i "nahhh3" her, but then i said come on talk together XD. she said cannot, and said because i'm close with principle. boomed again. then what i answered you know? "baik kata saya baik dengan aobama." XDXD actually nothing, just then i feel veryy happy because chatted with her in such a nice condition. XD

Monday, March 28, 2011

absolutely nice day!!

today was an absolutely good day!!

didn't enter the class at all since after assembly. i went to toilet (actually i just wanna pass by bilik guru XD) together with fangfang(she also wants to see her mhy). i saw cheche's back, she tight up her tudung today, i said to myself:"i must hi with her today! because she tight up her tudung today! different!" after back from toilet, i deliberately went to pass by bilik guru again, i saw another teacher who was wearing a same color tudung with cheche, i pointed at her and said excitedly:"look! cheche!!" at the same time, fangfang pointing at window and said:"nah! cheche!" i laughed once i finished my sentence. i misunderstand the stupid teacher as cheche!! and the point is, she's just beside me!! ahahahahah~~~ i then saw her went out from bilik guru and walked towards dewan sam behind me, i think she saw me. i planned to u-turn after i walked to the corner and act like forgot to do something so that i can hi with her. i waited at the corner where cheche cannot sees me while fangfang went and saw where cheche reached, but there came back a bad news, cheche's gone!! i remembered cheche will go blok fatan to has her lessons at every monday's first period so i quickly went to dewan sam to see whether she's there, i'm not mistaken, she's really there. yes! she was talking with a malay girl when i reached her, i want to wait her to finish her conversation and go hi with her, how i know after i turned my head to other side and turned back after few seconds, she went away already!! T~T anyway, i still saw her, it's still okay.

i sat at a place where i can see cheche all the time when the others were doing things. they needed few brooms to sweep the floor, i quickly went with them and go borrow brooms with cheche's class, actually there's two more other class there. thus, i talked with her. happy. after that they needed to return the brooms, i went again, talked again XD

i then started to do things such as move the chairs from bilik mesyuarat to dewan sam, arrange them neatly, and then gardening. principle talked to me, she said this chair needs to move to here while this chair needs to move to there, i just nodded my head because i thought i will move the chairs after she finish talking, how i know she lifted the chair and move it to back side in a sudden! i shocked! i thought she is a women like cannot do anything hard, talks slowly and moves slowly.

after worked, puan ooi said she wants to pay for our meal as a reward for helping her to do all of that. i see got teacher wants to pay so i took more food than usual. i'm a bad girl, i think. but i became good because of the idiot canteen worker. all of us is 9 people, he just counted RM16++, stupid. we spent at least RM2 person, how come only RM16++. so i feel very good and finished my meal happily. very full. i even cannot finish my drinks, okay, i admit, i'm greedy. oh ya, i met cheche when i went back to classroom to take my lunch. i hi with her and she replied me. wahahah~

i went out to toilet when i saw dameinv's car came. i asked her why was she absented yesterday, she said she went for the activity of PBSM, luckily it's not because of she cough, if not she will be punished by me, i told her. she answered me very gently, oh my god, i was melted. she is not that gentle usually, i mean her voice but she's very gentle today when she answered my question. i was melted~~~~~~~~~~~ wahahah~~ nice interaction.

ice beauty called me today, yes! and she likes to eat lasagna and char keow teow of chinese. haha

conclusion is, today is a nice day!!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

25th March

went to visited my relative who just gave born to a baby boy at 7th March. i want to go market actually because dameinv told me that she will go market again this friday means today. she said maybe she will meet me. how i know my mum wants to visit my relative..... T~T cannot go already.... just perhaps the baby can brights up my mood. my dad went to butterworth so settle his things before go to penang. he spent a lot of times there!! i've been waited so long on the car together with my grandmother!! poor my grandmother because she has nothing to do but i still have a novel to read!! as a result, she fall asleep. what the hell my dad, suffered my grandmother like that. i hate to see old people suffers. if i think more, i will even cry.

after my dad finished his things, we departed to penang. we arrived my relative's house after about 10 or 20 minutes. it rained once all of us entered house. i saw the baby was hugging by the maid once i entered the house. she wanted to fed the baby to drink milk. he's so small!!! my palm is much bigger than his face!!! i was so excited when i saw him because this is my first time to see such a small baby!! he just born 18 days ago!! he's still reddish and his skin is so smooth!! the feeling touching him is so nice!! i like it!! i don't dare to hug him at the beginning because he's still very small, i scared i will hurt him. i still hugged him at the end. i was so touched when i was hugging him, my eyes were fulled with tears, i don't know why am i that touched. fortunately nobody realize the tears in my eyes. i winked my eyes hardly to avoid the tears to fall down.

my parents and my aunt went to enjoy lunch after that while i'm still playing with the baby in the living room. i hugged him gently and swung him to make him sleep. he slowly slept after a while, the look he closed his eyes half way and open again then close again is so cute!! ha-ha. sleepy babies is always very cute. after he slept, i put him on his bed and went to enjoy my lunch too. i just ate a little bit so i finished it very fast. i went to look at the baby afterward. he woke up already. oh my god, who awoke him!! he then cried so i hugged him. he stop crying once i hug him and slept after a while. he wanted to hug him the only he wants to sleep. it's so nice for being needed by a baby. :)

he kept on waking up and sleep again after that but i controlled myself not to hug him again because it may cause him to used to it, need people to hug him then only he can sleep, it's not a good habit. my mum fed him to drink milk again because he didn't finished it just now. he slept in the half way when he's drinking milk!! he looks so cute!!! oh ya, he's very clever too!! my aunt told me that he used to sleep when drinking milk, so she will force him to finish up the milk first. he will drink a bit at the beginning, and then stop after a while. when we think he had drank the milk, he spits out the milk after that!! he just holds the milk in his mouth!! oh my god, he knows to cheat people since he's just 18 days!! ha-ha.

we went back at about 3pm. we stayed there about 3 hours, time pasts so fast, i never realize it at all. the baby slept when we back, luckily he slept, if not sure i'm not willing to back. it's so nice when hugging a baby, all the actions and expressions of the baby are so cute, he just ignores anything, i really love babies. i must give birth to a baby in the future, at least one.

result

started to not satisfied on my result. i won't care any of it before, but i started to care of it this year. don't know why, maybe because of it's PMR year. i know PMR didn't affect anything, i will still in the same school, doing same things after PMR, but i don't want to get a bad result in PMR, it's still a big exam in my life after all. it will come out with a sijil which i can never edit it if i did get a bad result, it will be the blemish in my life. now only i realize i can care of result that much. although i say i'm very care of it, but i still cannot really determined to study very hard to get 8As. what should i do? i don't know. i think maybe i really need something to push me, but i don't ever know what's that. it may be cheche, dameinv or ice beauty's encouragement, my parent's awards, his awards, and etc. etc.. i don't know why i am that obstinate to not to study, i know there is nothing bad if i study, i just cannot really determined to study. i believe if i really determined to do that, i can do it. although i really determined to study hard one day, i know it will only last about few days and i will back to before after that. i don't know, i just don't have any mood to determined myself to do so. sigh.

this time exam,
malay, 69, quite normal for me, but i'm not satisfied on it now.
english, 73, it's already a high marks for me, but i'm still not satisfied right now.
chinese, 86, nothing wrong.
science, 88, nothing wrong too, but i hope i can get a higher marks next time.
mathematics, 91, very very not satisfied!! i lost the certification while i'm doing wrong steps in the paper.
geografi, 88, i can get 9* actually.
sejarah, 88, i also can get 9* actually.
kh, 63, actually it's quite normal for me, but i'm very not satisfied on it now. it's really too less!! i want to improve it!! but i'm really not interested in it!! i'm so regret that i followed what my cousin told me to choose ERT. T~T T~T T~T i think i can get a better marks if i'm in PK.

well, moody because of results. it never happen before this, but it happened rapidly recently. sigh.

Monday, March 21, 2011

it make me extremely excited!!!!

yes!!!!!! ice beauty remembered my name!!!! yesterday she called my name without looking at name list, it makes me very excited already. then today, "Lim, I remember you," she said firmly when it's my turn. yes!!!! she said she remembered me!!! i'm the only one which she says so among all students in class!!! hum, it seems to be i should be a good girl in front of her in the future. never mind, i don't care, i do. wahahaha~~~wooohooooooooooo!!! so so so excited!!! wahahaah~~ she remembered me~ she remembered me~~ lalala~~~~

another more excited thing!! i commented on dameinv's status before this. her status is something like "gonna start already, very excited" then got someone ridiculed her that what what don't want to start school because will see her. then i go replied something like "gonna start school already, so happy because can see teacher" then what she replied me you know?! "my good mood naik dgn banyaknya bl jumpa awak n lmbai2 n sengih2.. hik2" wahahhah~~~ she said she's happy when she see me!! wahahah~~~ extremely happy and excited!!!!!!! wooooohooooooo~~~~~~ she's so brave, confess to me XD i'm not dare to tell her because i scare if i tell her then she will estrange me. how i know she tell me first!! yes!! it means that i can be close to her in the future!! she likes that!! yesss!!! i can hi excitedly when i meet her!!! i can peep her from window because she will waits me there!!! woooooohoooooooo~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! really very very happy and excited!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

bad good day!!

this morning has many mists, it look so fantasy!! i like the feel very much!!! i'm very enjoy the morning with mists today! why we want to assembly in dewan sam... it made me cannot enjoy the morning fulled with mists thoroughly... T~T by the way, if we're assembly at outside also, i will keep on look at cheche too. XD i went toilet with xiuxiu before went for assembly. we met cheche, i hi with her from her back and she turned and replied me. XD

after assembly, maths period. i only get 87 marks!!! T~T i aimed 100marks to get cert in HAC this time but i only get 87 marks!!! it was so hurt!! T~T if i didn't aim for 100marks this time maybe i won't be that disappointed if i get 87marks. i cried you know!! by the way, the teacher seem like miscalculate marks, i get 52marks actually and she gave me 50marks only. and paper 1 maybe will have correction. if i gain all marks there, i can get 90marks, better a bit. this stupid maths marks ruined my mood from 100% to 10%.

its Malay language period after maths period. i get only 67marks. its okay actually, but my mood had ruined again because i only get 21 corrects in paper 1!!! T~T my mood left 5% only.

its Sejarah period afterward!!! you all guess i get how many??? i only get 6 questions wrong and i get 90marks!!! so happy!!!!!!! XDXD it is the first time i get 9*marks in Sejarah!!! from form 1's 40marks improved to now's 90marks!!! so excited!! i cried again!!! but this time is because of too happy!!! XDXD i want to let cheche know my unbelievable improvement but i scare she will say:"so what, i 90marks very few only" cannot!! that's very very hurt!! i think i better don't tell her. by the way, i'm not so confirm yet because teacher hasn't distributes OMR paper yet, she just discussed the question with us only. this made my mood increased to 90% already~

then, it is English period!! ice beauty!! wahahaha~ you know, i get 35 questions correct in English paper 1!!! first time!! i usually get 27 or 28 questions correct only!! yes!! so happy~ some more happier after that!! ice beauty remembered my name!! she called me without looking at name list!! yes~~ lalalalalala~~ so happy~~~ XDXD after this, today's considered as good day already.

it's science period then. i get 53marks in paper 2. kinda less, but never mind, it didn't ruin any of my mood! still good mood and good day~~

i met cheche when we're waiting at astaka after school!! i hi with her idiot-ly and she replied me too. yes!! XD and then yuzi was forced by me to accompany me to go through bilik guru just to see whether dameinv's there. as a result, i saw her~~~! we hi with each other excitedly. after i went out bilik guru, i peeped to the window where dameinv saw me that day. i accidentally saw her was waiting for me to pass by the window!! wahahah~~ and we once again hi excitedly to each other~~ good!! it means i still can look her from window next time!! wahahah~~ very good mood now and very excited and very high. XD

when choir practice, teacher Edna said because of we're too slow, we need to practice twice this week. so i gonna stay back again this Wednesday~ yes!! have chance to meet cheche and dameinv~~ wahahah~~

so, as a conclusion, today is considered as a very good day without the maths result.

Friday, March 18, 2011

whatever

finally surrendered to my mom today!! i really cannot afford the feeling she ignores me. i hate that. i'm very care of her actually. i want to hi with her yesterday, but she didn't even looks at me and just ignore me and passed by me!! T~T so hurt. then i not dare to hi with her. until today, cannot tahan anymore, just go idiotic hi with her. then she beat my butt like angry me why so late then only hi with her. XD

oh ya, MY E STRING BROKE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i gonna crazy already!!!!!!!!!!i don't know why my E sting always breaks!! maning bought her violin few years already, never break! yuzi's also 1,2 years already, although her E string is already rusted but still didn't breaks!! why my E string can breaks easily!!!!!! my violin, the E string broke almost 10 times within 11 months!!!!! it makes me going crazy!!! shit!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

moody

quarreled with my mom today, the feeling is really not good. i don't like she ignores me, but i don't want to surrender. haihh, no mood. so bye.

Monday, March 14, 2011

stupid!!

T~T stupid careless mistakes again!! why am i always careless!! mathematics, careless, didn't see the second sentence of the question. theory, careless, see dotted quaver as dotted crotchet!!!! T~T why why tell me why, careless's following me, i can never get rid of it, why why!!

excited!!

gonna go for theory exam later...!! so excited. never try before what. by the way, not so nervous, just excited. oh ya, tell you something, i didn't memorize the Italian words fully yet. ha-ha.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Today

hum.. nothing special today. oh ya, i don't know what title should i put every time i write post you know. haih.

i woke up earlier than my estimation. usually i will sleep until my alarm ring then only i will wake up, but i woke up earlier than my alarm recently. i think maybe my body clock started to use to my routine. i sleep about 6 hours a day and i slept about 10 hours this two days. don't know, still need to see the coming day whether i really used to sleep not more than 12 hours. i slept more than 12 hours usually at holidays.

about my memorizing Italian words, nothing improvement today. i just finished my English correction, watched Charmaine's drama, ate 2 oranges, heard Charmaine's interviewed by a Hong Kong's radio channel and surfed internet today. beside these, i done nothing today.

dameinv still didn't online, cheche too. really nothing special today, so bye.

Friday, March 11, 2011

today's words

i woke up at 11.30am this morning. its quite early for me. i set my alarm as 12pm, but i was awaken by my mom's scolding my bro's voice, and my sis's waking up sounds.

i went to violin class then, at 1.30pm. actually i should go at 2pm, but i went after my mom took my sis to tuition. i done many pass year test papers. considered as settled everything already. what should i do right now is just memorize all the Italian words and wait for the exam on Monday. well, its about 100++ words need to memorize, but i didn't memorize even one of them yet. i think its not a hard thing for me, i can memorize it before Monday. hum.. i'm not so nervous for the exam, i'm always not nervous for exam, any exams. what i worry is i cannot pass the exam. i did many mistakes when i do the pass year test papers. i'm worry that i will make those mistake too in exam. if i cannot pass it, means i wasted RM138. i must do my best so that i won't waste the exam fee. RM138, its not a small amount, for me.

he said he's going to have a travel to Bali this evening and he'll back at next Tuesday. it means i cannot sms with him in this period. T~T he sms a lot with me recently, especially the exam week. due to the increasing of sms rate, my feeling to him has increased. not like before, i'm not very care of him because we have too less interaction. but its different now, we sms more, so my feeling to him was increased. hope that he will continue to sms me instead of just few messages for few months.

wishes:
1. i hope dameinv can on together with me so that we can chat. we have a long time didn't chat already.
2. i hope i can memorize the Italian words as fast as i can. i don't want to fail in my theory exam.
3. i hope my dad or mom can win the lottery. my mom keeps on saying she's Amoney recently and i want to brace my teeth.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

bad thing and excited thing then again~

1st,
cheche brought students away again today. she's not at school the whole day. but today i feel much better than last time, i think i used to it already. from the other side, at least i still saw her what. we need to be grateful and cannot be greedy. XD

2nd,
after last time dameinv saw me saw her, i'm not dare to see her from window anymore. i scare she will see me again. this time, just first time, she still hi excitedly with me the next day, this means she didn't feel anything wrong yet. maybe she think i was just coincidently passed by and coincidently looked inside and coincidently saw her. so if she found out i see her again, she will knows that this is not coincidently but deliberately. T~T except look her from window, i don't have other way to see her already. what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, i then asked min to accompany me to enter bilik guru and come out through the back door so that i can see dameinv. i realize min is so good!! she just okay anything!! wahahah~~ i love her so much~ then we entered, same with yesterday, there's crowded there, don't know why. but the different thing is, i didn't see dameinv like yesterday!! yesterday we even hi with each other excitedly!! but today!! she didn't look upward at all!! T~T so i just saw her forehead and right eye. haihh. i cannot see her for 1 week after this!!! T~T what the hell holiday!!!

3rd,
you know, today ice beauty smile with me!!! wahahahah~~~ so hapi~~ so excited~~ lalalalalalala~~~ i smile at her at first, i smiled with showing my teeth know!! don't know why today i dare to smile with her!! normally i don't dare to look at her when she's looking at me. then she smiled back with me. wahahahaahh~~ so syok~~ this is our first interaction besides of lessons!!! woooohoooooooo~~~~~~ i want to smile with her every time i meet her after this~~ wahahha~~

4th,
i met xiaomeinv today. but no different feeling anymore, she's out of top 10 already. actually not enough 10 persons also. XD







ranking of the persons i admire:
1st: cheche ---------------- 150%
2nd: dameinv-------------- 120%
3rd: ice beauty------------- 80%
4th: still don't have yet~

PS: the percentages are not accurate. i just write it randomly~ XD

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

utcut... then interesting XD

utcut things.
i saw cheche came at about 9am this morning. she stopped her car in front of surau then came down from it. she took off her baby's car from the front seat and put it at the bonet(how to spell it?). then what happened you know? i saw few malay boys enter her car!! they sat on her car!! T~T they then went away and never come back until after school. so utcut. since morning session, long time didn't have this feeling already. the feeling of knowing cheche is not at school is very bad!!! some more ice beauty also not at school when recess time. T~T cheche is not at school, ice beauty too, while dameinv haven't comes school yet!! T~T really feel bo syok!! moody!!!!

interesting things. XD
i waited dameinv at the toilet there today, she's not there, i didn't see her. then i deliberately go pass by bilik guru. as usual, i put my head close to the window and see hardly to see whether dameinv is there or not. i saw muna at first, then i moved my sight slowly to dameinv's place, suddenly dameinv looked at me!!! she looked at me at the second i looked at her!!! what the hell.... she saw i saw her........ by the way, i feel so intresting. don't know how will she think of me after saw me from window. XD don't know what will she discuss about me with muna later. XD

Friday, March 4, 2011

study hard!!!

he sms me at 1.3.2011. we chat something. then i said i have no mood to study and my KH is very bad. even when i want to study hard for KH, i will fall asleep after i focused about 5 minutes on the book. i say i want his award. he "muack" to me, then i say i don't want just like this, i want him to wish me or reward me if i did well. he then sent back to me, written:

"觉得自己做到和做不到,其实只是在一念之间。只有愿意相信自己能做到的人才能获得最后的成功。所以,你相信自己了吗?"

i asked whether it is he type on his own, he said yes. i was so touched. he rather to type himself for me. if its me, i will just answer him easily, but not the things like this. so touched. he even offer me that if i can get at least 5As in exam, he'll give a kiss, LIVE. he promised me. so, i want to study hard to get this reward!! XD by the way, i don't think i can do this. i actually want 8As, but BI, BM, and KH i really don't know how should i study to get A. for BM and BI, i have too less vocab, all of my essays and karangan are full of red pens ink. i don't know what can i do. for KH, i never study it properly since form 1. until now, form 3, there is too many things. and all of it need to memorise. actually memorise is not too hard for me, but the important is, I WILL FELL ASLEEP WHEN I STUDY FOR KH!!!!!!!! i cannot control, i feel very boring on KH. i don't know how should i do to get 8As. really. sigh.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

good mood!!

today i have a very good mood!! wahahahah~~

i accompanied yuzi to put her violin at Miss Edna's place to avoid stole by others. then i deliberately said i want to go toilet, actually i want go already before assembly but i didn't see cheche's car, so i don't want to go~ then i realize she's in the bilik akses when i went to assembly, she didn't drive on her own i think, because i didn't see her car comes, maybe her husband sent her. i kept on looking at the bilik akses area because i think she maybe will pass by there. after sometimes, i saw her came from there. i'm so happy. then she went to Blok Fatan, i think she will not come back already, how i know she then walked to front side of assembly and stood there. i didn't realize she's there at the beginning, xiuxiu told fangfang that cheche's there then fangfang told me then only i knew she's there. i cannot see anything at in front usually, but i can saw her clearly today! her head is between two boys' heads! so i looked at her all the time during assembly. i saw she swung her head left and right, don't know why, actually it looked so idiot, but it's her, so its so cute!! ha-ha. i saw before that she swung her bag and hit it with her knees, her body will swing right, it looks so cute and funny!! XD

just now i said that i want to go toilet right? so i went out from bilik guru through the back side door. i saw cheche from far and i hi with her. she smiled then called me. she called me "Lim"!! T~T not cordial at all. dameinv called me "WanPei" last time. cheche should be likes that what, so cordial~ ^^ then she waved her hand to me, asked me to go over her. i went. she told yuzi and me to help her to decorate the thing, i don't what the thing called, its a stick, with a sponge on it, then stick in some colour stick in the sponge. she said she wants 4persons, and asked yuzi and me to find two more persons. i went toilet after it and yuzi went back to class to ask two more persons. yuzi backed to bilik guru while i backed there at that time also, we met. she found fangfang and yongwen. then we entered bilik guru to find cheche.

she's waiting for us inside the bilik guru. once she saw us, she ordered and taught us how should we stick in the color sticks in the sponge. we started to stick in the color sticks. cheche went out fews times when we are sticking in the color sticks. i don't know what was she doing because i'm very focus on sticking in the color sticks. cheche came and asked us whether the sponge is loose or not and came to the stick that i'm holding and say "goyang kan?" then i said yes. she taught me how to put the papers into the gap of the sponge. she asked me to do while she holding the stick and the sponge, but i don't know, she cannot bear my clumsiness and asked me to hold the stick and sponge and let her to put. she accidentally touched my hand when i pass the stick to her. wahahaha~~ back of her right hand has a scar, i don't how it formed, it don't have a apophysis scar, its just like a trace there, it makes cheche's hand looks rough, but i looked carefully on her skin, not bad what, considered as smooth. its all the scar's fault, makes cheche's hand looks rough. actually i'm looking at her hands but not her action when she's teaching me how to put the papers in. ha-ha. i knew how to do then, and i finished putting in the papers afterward. i continued to stick in the color sticks. cheche stopped us when the color sticks is already full with color sticks on it. she said yuzi n me's is better than fangfang and yongwen's. wahaha. but she said "lew punya lebih cantik." i also have do the stick ok!! why only says lew!! T~T then she said "kalau bagi gred, lew punya A+, ini B-(pointing at fangfang and yongwen's stick)" i laughed. but still a bit not happy, she didn't mention me also. T~T whatever, i dont care. as long as i had a nice interact with her. wahahaha. she kept on thanked us afterward and said its very nice.

she said before that she still need us to decorate car but both of us are in period so she said she will call us if she need us. we then backed to class to continue our PJ period. she didn't call us the whole day, i thought she will call us so i wait for her at class. fangfang, yongwen, xiuxiu and me went to toilet then and want to back through bilik guru see whether cheche's there or not. we met a unknown teacher on the way, the teacher said i'm very very skinny. ha-ha. she paid a lot attention on me. XD we didn't see cheche at bilik guru afterward. somebody said they saw cheche and dameinv are at canteen. T~T why am i not go to canteen!! T~T

science teacher released us at 11am because we want to go dewan serbaguna for 2 unknown teachers' majlis pesaraan. i saw the sticks which we done before were carried to dewan by two unknown students and i met xioameinv at the corner of blok intelek, i almost cannot recognize her. XD yuzi and me went to dewan serbaguna after that. i think cheche maybe in charge in this program so i kept on looking at the end of dewan to see whether cheche or dameinv is there. i saw ice beauty together with fangfang's mhy before i saw them. the program was started, i still didn't see even one of them. i went out of dewan and stood at the small pavilion together with datou and maning. datou stood on the bench at the pavilion, she's so brave to do so!! there's the headmistress and many teachers, she just stood up like that!! i realize nobody scold her so i stood on it too. XD i saw cheche in the crowd, but no dameinv. its ok, i saw cheche~~ although datou didn't scolded by anyone, but i still scare the teachers or headmistress will scold us after that so i came down after a while. however, i stood up again soon because i want to see cheche. XD

we went into the dewan afterward and the crowd went too. after the retiring teachers went into dewan, i saw cheche and dameinv stood at the door side, looking into the dewan. i saw xiaomeinv stood besides cheche. cheche and dameinv went to sit in dewan then. they sat next to each other. i turned my body to the side so that i can easily turn my head to see them. everybody's facing in front, i'm the only one who facing the side. XD i kept on looking at them during the program. the retiring female teacher cried when she gave her speech. i saw ice beauty wiped her face and eyes, i think she cried too. xiuxiu, fangfang, yongwen and me are playing, talking and laughing all the times during the assembly. marcus sang and played violin, his voice is so nice and he can play violin very well!! i'm so jealous on him!!

cheche and dameinv went back when the program is almost the end. i never turn my head behind after that. we back to class after that. i had a close contact with ice beauty when i'm walking to class. she's talking with others, i passed behind her and almost touch her back because there's crowded. wahahah~ yuzi asked me to take off my spectacle when we're under the sun to prevent spectacle's trace on our face. the sun is so hot, so we ran to class without spec. the world is blur, it looks very fantasy. XD

fangfang them said they saw cheche and dameinv coming back through the corridor beside our class so i rushed to the door side and i hit xiuxiu and desk carelessly. my pelvis is so painful. but sacrifice will be paid. i saw cheche passed by the our class and saw dameinv at the window side. xiuxiu and me called dameinv from different side, dameinv don't know which side should her turns to so she moved her head left and right to search for the voice. it looks so cute. XD i called her once more then, and we poked to each other. XD

yuzi needs to take back her violin which she put at Miss Edna's place in the morning. i asked ping to go with me because i want her to accompany me to walk till the end of bilik guru to meet cheche and dameinv. i met cheche first, i hi with her, she thanked me again. i want to ask for reward at first, but i don't know how to say "reward" in malay language!! so i can only smile and nod my head to her. T~T lost a chance to talk more with her. we then u-turn to front of bilik guru because dameinv's talking with others there, ping and me pretended as we are talking till dameinv turned her head towards us. XD i hi with her. wahahah~ then we back.

i have violin lesson at 3pm. i straight away go violin teacher's house after school. i brought my violin today, i want teacher to tune for me, then teacher said E string is in stock now!! wahaha~~ i'm so terror~~ bring violin when the E string is in stock~~ XD so my violin is now with E string finally!! its there without E string for almost 3 months already!!! wahaahah~~ i can practice songs alreaady~~ yay~~ violin lesson end at 4pm and there's a replacement of sejarah lesson at 4.30pm later. i ate a pau on car then went to tuition staight away. it ends at 6pm. 6 something, finally i reached home!! XD

conclusion is, i have a very good mood today because i saw cheche, dameinv, xiaomeinv and ice beauty within few hours and i has a very good interaction with cheche~~ wahahahah~~~~~~~


PS: first time i write such a looooooooong post XD