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hmm.. changed a new layout up to Ping's complain. not bad, look nice, i like it. heee. alright, for the things that happened in Genting, i will post later because i havent write it yet. heee

day before going to Genting!

Going to Genting Highland tomorrow! I’m so excited now! Ho-ho. Maybe I will meet him there and also SauMui and SauMui’s rumor guy, HKChun. Why are there so many people going Genting these two days? Why Cheche Dameinv didn’t go? Ha-ha. Of cause I know why, they raya what, they have to go back to their hometown to celebrate with their family so I won’t feel uneasy.

Hmm, maybe I will not update my blog for few days as I think there will be no place is internet-available. I will bring my netbook there too. Although I can’t surf internet with it, but I can type blog post with it or play games. Hee. I’m bringing my homework too, hopefully I can do it there, if I have mood, my Twilight as well. And for sure, a lot of sweets will be brought! Actually I wanted to bring snacks too, but mom doesn’t allow me to do so. L You know, I like snacks very much! Never mind, I will bring my chocolate! Wahaha~ Chocolate, snacks, sweets and ice-creams are my favourite! Unfortunately ice-cream cannot be brought and I don’t think I can eat it there too because it is very cold!

I will be staying there for two days, I’m worrying that I will have nothing to do there. And, he arrived there at today’s evening, he said there was very cold and misty. Oh my goodness…… very cold….. Anyway, I MUST play everything there because I can only once awhile go there. Maybe I can play together with SauMui. Ohohoho. Perhaps it will not rain in these two days, please. May god bless me.

25th of August

Hohoho. Today was a good day.

We were finally backed to our class. And because this morning was raining and the assembly was delayed, I was able to go to toilet when I saw Cheche came. Today I went with Fish. Cheche was very pretty today. She wore a light green tudung and baju kurung, at the bottom of the baju kurung is white in colour and folded. She just looked very nice and pretty and temperament today. I like today’s her so much!

I went and Hi with her and Fish praised her that she looked so pretty today. She smiled happily and thanked her in a cute(actually it’s funny) way. Her “thank you” was high pitch at the end. I saw her coming down from upstairs so I immediately ran towards toilet as I was actually already far away from toilet. I met her, she was looking at me and smiling once she saw me. I asked why and wished her Selamat Hari Raya. First mission completed. Hoho.

We had our assembly at Opened Hall as it was ………….. outside. We finished our assembly first than the Malays, Malays went to their pray hall to have their own assembly, but they were almost finished too actually. The Malay students greeted the teachers one by one at the door of the hall. I stood over my class and looked over there to search for Cheche since I can straight away see the hall from my class. I saw Cheche asked a student to take photo for her. She sat politely at the staircase of the hall, just like she’s still a young single GIRL. I kept saying that she was cute and pretty and etc.

She came out afterwards and walked towards our class’s corridor to go to the staff room. Suz suggested me to take photo with her but I denied her with reason, they were doing those things among the Malays and I’m a Chinese. However, she ignored me and told Cheche that I wanted to take a photo with her. She agreed immediately and excitedly unexpectedly. I never thought that she would have such response. Consequently, I ran excitedly towards her and took photo with her. She asked others to take together too but I blocked them and said I wanted to take first. So, I had a photo with only her and me. Hee. :D Fish and Suz came after that and I joined too. We had a photo altogether. I forgot to ask her to upload the photos to Facebook so that I can get them.

I went out to wander around with WHui at Civic period as there was no teacher entering. I put my head close to the window of the staff room in order to see Dameinv or Cheche who were maybe inside. But when I turned my head after found out that the curtain of the window was let down and complaining about it, I saw Dameinv was right in front of me. I was shocked but I immediately gave out my bright smile to her. Shit, she saw me put my head close to the window, the stupid look.

We then U-turn and walked after her to see her more. She saw us when she was at the corner. She smiled. She was blocked by a giant size teacher that walked behind her, I couldn’t see her at all from back. I mumbled and complained about it. She then changed her place with the giant size teacher, I could see her now. Hoho, I was so lucky. Heee. Or maybe she purposely changed that? Ha-ha, day-dreaming. XD I forgot to wish her, shit.

It was Ice beauty’s period after that. We helped her to clean her room, but actually I didn’t do anything at all, just playing around. I wished her Selamat Hari Raya and few of my Malay friends too.

I wandered to staff room to meet Dameinv in order to wish her, and wish him too. I saw him and Dameinv as well, I wanted to call him but he was too far away and behind him was followed by a senior. So I gave up and went to find Dameinv. I met Suz after that, and I saw Dameinv and Cheche was inside of staff room, right in front of the door but didn’t step out. I don’t dare to wish her like that but Suz just opened the door and wished them, so I followed too. I wished Dameinv and chatted awhile with her. She asked me to go to her house to eat the Malay cakes. I know she was just kidding so I kidded with her too. I asked her house address from her. Ha-ha. Cheche looked at me from the beginning but didn’t say anything. I forgot to ask her to upload the photos again.

They then went out to go to their pray hall and we were walking in front of them. I saw Pacak was at the Star Path. I pulled Suz towards him to wish him. She struggled and I pulled her and her bag so that she won’t run away. I think Cheche and Dameinv saw that. I failed to pull Suz near to Pacak as she was stronger than me, so I shouted him from far and told him that Suz wished him Selamat Hari Raya. He smiled and said thanks. Hey Suz, say thanks to me too. Quickly! I know you are happy. Ha-ha.

I saw Cheche’s car on my way back because today no need to fetch students. I thought that I could see whether where was her house. But she went to Kulim Landmark Centre after that!!! Shit! I thought I could confirm her house’s location! T~T

Oh ya, going to Genting Highland this Sunday with my family! I never went there properly with my family before so I’m very looking forward to it! I remember my last time to Genting Highland is 3 years ago, on my Graduation Trip. I never went there anymore after that. I’m going to play everything there including all those that I couldn’t play before this due to my height and weight problems! It rain a lot these two days, I bet there will be very cold. Oh my god. You know, I always prefer hot than cold. He’s going to spend two days of his holiday there, it was just so coincidence! Maybe we will meet there. Ho-ho.

24th of August

Didn’t meet Cheche today, just saw her back from far for about 2 seconds. She stood at the front when assembly. I thought she will be at the back so I went to the back. T~T but actually she was at in front. As a result, I didn’t see her in the whole assembly.

I didn’t see Cheche but I saw Miss Tan. She was over somewhere where I can totally see her and she can totally see me too. And I needed to see her as I wanted to see Cheche. This was the first time I felt that she was so uneasy to look at. I didn’t dare to look at her, I looked here and there but not her side. I was worrying that I will meet her sight and she would laugh at me. Luckily, we didn’t meet each other’s sight.

Still, my butt felt pain of sitting on the floor, although it was covered by a thin layer of carpet. Doraemon said she called me from outside when she saw Dameinv was over the Samsudin Hall. I didn’t hear anything at all, but she said she shouted at me twice. Maybe because it was crowded that time, the afternoon sessions were coming out from the assembly. T~T Next time I must have caring to everything that happens around me.

I wandered the school in order to see Cheche or Dameinv again. I failed to meet both of them. Fang2 was no more lucky. She said I will meet them and even walk together with them. I told her that I won’t desperately. And last, I really didn’t see them. Actually I was still hoping to see them because I need to object what Fang2 said then only I can meet them. I objected her today, so I hoped. And I disappointed too. It seems like I have to observe Fang2 more to ensure that I can see Cheche or Dameinv more.

I uploaded a new profile picture of Facebook lately. The stupid abnormal Ady came and liked me photo and commented on it, saying “I’m pretty, I looked prettier when I was teaching someone, the pretty one will always looks pretty no matter how she takes her photo and etc.” She even liked every comment of my friends that praised me pretty. Oh my god, I don’t know what she wanted to do. I ran away as I don’t want to meet her last time, she saw it, but she still doing these things to me. I don’t know what she was thinking. Damn her.

Holiday is around the corner, and I’m feeling unhappier and unhappier. I can see neither Cheche nor Dameinv during the holiday. And it means the PMR is getting closer. I haven’t study yet. I decided to study many times, but I was attracted by the computer and TV. So I just studied a little bit of KH only. Ugh. Actually I’m going to Genting Highland in this coming holiday, I should feel happy and I did. I’m hoping the days to come, but I’m worrying that we need to spend a lot and I may have nothing to do there besides playing those expensive things. I know we are spending and the saving is getting lesser. I just hope I can grow up into and adult tomorrow and have a good job so that I can face the money problems. It does affect me much. I can’t continue to spend just like I don’t know everything. Even though I can’t help anything, I think I should be taking care of these things already in the age like me.

Oh My God!!!!

We had our lessons at screening room again. First period was PJ and we didn’t have it because it’s Ramadhan month now. Can’t run for a whole moth is really suffering! I laid on the floor again and planned to sleep. But the floor is too hard for me as I’m very skinny. I felt pain at every part that was contacting with the floor. And I was worrying that the principal may pass by so I didn’t do that.

ADY needed to invigilate today so she didn’t enter out class and we had out class in science lab. Woohoo. Fang2 and I went out to wander around to meet Dameinv and Cheche. Jo followed us too. We met Dameinv in front of staff room. She wore back her pure cloth. XD. I Hi brightly to her and she replied me too. She pointed at my 8As card when she was near to me, smiling brightly and looked excited. I asked her why and she just answered me: “red”. I was wondering why was red colour making her so excited. And, the card was hanging in front of my body, the part between shoulder and breast, right side. She just simply pointed at it, not just pointed from far but she touched it. Anyway, I don’t care if that. I’m just surprise and felt happy that she was actually not a conservative one. You know, it is always hard to communicate well with a conservative one, alright, for me.

We went back to lab after going to toilet. I turned my head backwards for no reason suddenly and I saw Cheche. Ho-ho. Is it doomed? XD. I saw me, I Hi with her excitedly with hand waving and then she turned away. She was shocked I think and then turned back to looked at me again. XD. I was very happy as I met both of them and FANG2 IS REALLY THE LUCKY ONE. I laughed in a super idiot way and walked in a funny pose. I heard someone’s footsteps sound behind me and I was hoping that was Dameinv or Cheche so I turned. Oh my god! It was Miss Tan! Oh my goodness! Ugh! Shit! She saw all my actions! And, she was laughing at me! Ugh! Where to put my face! My image was totally spoiled! Uwaaaaaaaa. T~T.

She was walking behind of us as it was needed to reach our destination. I kept mumbling and complaining about that on the way. She kept laughing at the back I think. She then went up to her sister’s car and went back. I saw her before she was disappeared, and she was looking at me and laughing! Oh my god………………….. Shit……………………. How am I going to face her when I meet her in the future……………………………….

ugh.

Oh yeah, I forgot to say, one of the reasons I don’t like to write blog post is, I used to be nag. My post used to be very long, just like my previous one. And it usually takes hours to complete it. With this, my time to surf net will just used up by only writing blog post.

Sunday!

Cheche used to be late lately. Her car was not there yet when we went toilet at about 7.15am as the assembly will be started at 7.20am. Alright, I have to admit, the assembly won’t be started at 7.20am sharp. It will be a bit late. There were 3 teachers standing quite far in front of the toilet and talking to each other. It was quite many there, I mean the passer by. There was not used to be crowded. Fish called me and said FortuneYo was calling me. I turned to confirm with the teacher. She was not looking at me at all, she was not calling for me. Shit! Luckily nobody heard or saw that or I’ll break you into pieces Fish!

It was assembly time then. We had our assembly outside of the hall we used to use today because there will be having exam inside the hall. Chairs were put at the front for the teachers. I went to stand at the front in order to see Cheche. I could be able to see Ice Beauty too if the stupid plant was not right in front of me. Cheche then came at 7.45am, she was late, very late. I wonder why. The seats were already full, thanks god. She had to sit at the small stone bench and I could see her whole body include face with that. She wore a blue set today, beautiful. She satt in a cute way with her chin putting on her hand and her hand putting on her thigh. Her face was compress by her hand. It looked so cute! Ha-ha. Unfortunately, she went back after about 5 minutes I think. she just stayed there briefly for 5 MINUTES! T~T She looked so nice today but I could only saw that for a short while! What a waste!

Our class was changed to the 3^rd Screening Room due to the exam that was taking by afternoon sessions now. It was quite interesting because we didn’t have to stay in certain pattern as we were in classroom. But it was annoying too because there was so hot and there had no chairs! So my pitiful butt had to stay pain all over the day. We even laid on the floor there to sleep when there was no teacher. Of cause, the floor was covered by a big carpet.

I ran out of the classroom and totally ignored the teacher when YWen and WHui told me that Dameinv was somewhere near there. I could only saw her back when I was there. She wore a gray set today. No more the childishness and pureness that she had before, but added with mature look and adult’s pretty. Overall, I’m still like her, her changes didn’t affect anything.

Plus called me when she saw Ice Beauty was over outside. I stood out abruptly and looked at outside. She was going back. I saw her wore a old pattern sunglasses with gold thin frame around the glasses. The sunglasses looked so funny! Alright, I have to admit, I laughed at her. :P

I have to stay back as I need to give tuition to Fang2. Her Math was not so well, can be considered as bad, err, very bad. That’s why we teachers(ha-ha) were needed. Actually I stayed for other reasons too, I can see Cheche and Dameinv. I saw Cheche when I went out with Fang2 to search for History teacher(for her, and Dameinv for me XD). She was playing Facebook. She was so dare! She turned her head when I passed by and she saw me. I Hi with her but she ignored that, didn’t notice that maybe. Anyway, I saw her. We went almost the whole school to search for those we wanted to get except Hostel Hall because it was so far away.

We did the same thing again after school and after eating. And we got nothing too. So, we went back to Astaka to take the books and going to start our tuition. When I raised my head after taking books from my bag, I coincidentally saw Dameinv right in front of me in the staff room! We then walked to the latter part of staff room to meet her as her place was over there. We waited there but we didn’t get her. We then gave up and walked back to Astaka. And I coincidentally saw her right in front of me in the staff room again! We Hi with each other. Shit! We shouldn’t walked to the latter part of the staff room, she never walked to there at all!

We met ADY before that and told her that we were having tuition. Damn it! Why I had to meet her! We started our tuition in the first classroom of Block Cekal I think, it was empty. I fell asleep when Fang2 was doing her works and I was studying my KH. :P We went back at 4.05pm and walked around the school compound to meet Dameinv. We met her at Block Gigih at last. She was invigilating the exam. She saw us and walked towards the window which was broken and had no glass. I thought she wanted to Hi with me but actually she went there because the student there called her. Anyway, she kept peeping at us when she was explaining the things to the student. She peeped sheepishly at us for about 3 times within the few seconds she was explaining. She was holding a exam paper I think and blocking half of her face when she was doing those things. However, I can still see her face completely. XD

We walked to the other side after that and saw her again. I smiled brightly, it looked idiot I think, to her. But she just smiled without showing her teeth to me, I know she was controlling herself to not to smiled brightly to me because she was invigilating. So cute! XD

All in all, today was a good day. And I love Fang2 because I can see Cheche or dameinv or even both every time I was with her. She is really a lucky one. :D

i'm back~

Hi~ I’m here again~ I don’t know when will I go again, but at least I’m now here.

The blog is neglected for so long because I’m lazy to type and sometimes I have nothing to type. I would like to spend my time to playing fb, games, my Charmaine’s forum than typing blog post as I’m really a super lazy person. Well, err.. nothing happened recently, nothing to write. Actually I’m here again because I’m using the stupid slow netbook that given by government before to surf internet, it’s so slow! So, I’m trying to spend my time of waiting for the pages to load by typing blog posts. Hmm.. The things that i want to load is already finished loading, and it's already late, so, bye.