22th of May

before telling story, i have to thank god first. thanks for letting me to sign in my blog. actually i wanted to write this yesterday, but i can't sign in at all. it kept taking me to the sign in page although i've already typed my password and enter it. after looking through the helping website and did some solving ways, finally i'm here.

22th of May

two first time happened today, i dreamed about dameinv and i meet her at outside instead of school.

it was fish, me and another unknown friend playing basketball in a foreign style basketball court. the court was surrounded by tall green in colour fences. there was only darkness around us. we were standing in front of the basket, shooting the balls. a spotlight was irradiating to three of us. suddenly cheche and dameinv walked down from a stair beside the court, they were chatting happily. they saw me and they walked towards me. cheche was in the front. she asked me to touch her clavicle. i touched her left clavicle, she said not there, but the other side. i touched the other side then. after touching, she asked me to touch mine. i touched as what she said. then she whispered to me, "you can't feel suz's!". i laughed and said, "i know! because..." i wanted to say because she's fat but i didn't finish my sentence.

dameinv's turn now. cheche walked away after that while dameinv walked towards me. she poked me, as usual. i poked back her too. after that, she walked away together with cheche and my alarm rang. my dream ended here. time for analyse. for cheche's part, i don't know why she will talk about suz and the clavicle. i even can touch her clavicle, where's her tudung?! ha-ha. for dameinv, finally i dreamed about her real person! i dreamed about her before, but without her real person at all. i dreamed i chatted with her, but the scene was just the close-up of the chat window and the sentences came out one by one. finish, this is the first first time.

here comes the second first time.

i was unhappy because i didn't poke cheche at this morning and didn't see dameinv's car at the time when she should be in school. i looked at outside from the window gloomily, my eyes focused at nothing. a black saga entered my sight. i had no feeling because black saga is very common, it can be seen everywhere at anytime. i saw the number plate of the car in a sudden, it was her car's number!!! my eyes bright up in a sudden. i looked at the car anxiously, worrying whether i can see her face. it was red traffic light, my car stopped in front of her car at the other row. i sat at the last row of my mum's van, i turned my head to look at her. she was looking here and there because she had nothing to do and, she saw me. she seemed like very shocked and we hi with each other excitedly. i gave her a very bright smile and raised me hand to hi with her. it look very stupid i think.

it is the first time i meet her at a place beside school compound. yes! perhaps there will happen the second, third, forth and so on times. all in all, today happened two first time about dameinv, quite a good day.

19th of May

today was absolutely not a good day except a minute in the morning. no, maybe less than 1 minute. i had some interaction with cheche in that minute so automatically it will be considered as good moment. i "hi" with her like what i did usually but she replied me with a different way. she "hi" with me instead of "morning". we went away after poking each other. she turned her body to me once she passed by me about 0.5seconds. she told me she hasn't finish the CHOCOLATE that i gave her before and pointing at her mouth, she was eating it. i was shocked by the word "chocolate" and i repeated the word in a very high pitch and confuse voice. i don't know why i wanted to repeat it in high pitch. after that i realised the chocolate she meant is the lozenges that i gave her so i corrected her with "strepsils". she also realised i had misunderstood the chocolate she meant so she corrected it with "sweets". we talked the words at the same time. i nodded my head and mumbled something as satisfaction of her correction and walked away.

everything after this was bad. hum, maybe there was something which was not so bad. my mum said today will be a raining day as the sky had already dark. fortunately the rain came only after PJ period. we was released very early in the assembly while the Malays don't. we need to have our lessons at bilik unjuran as our class was arranged into exam place for examination of students in afternoon session. they will start their exam today. we waited for teacher and other students at the field for PJ period. i asked fish whether she wants to run around the field together with me. she accepted. we ran around the field and suz joined us in the halfway. the round we ran was getting smaller and smaller as we were exhausted.

mhy came and asked for helps among us. fangfang was very excited and wanted to go but she doesn't dare, so i accompanied her. mhy asked her to asked for some glasses at bilik jahitan first. after fangfang went away, she ordered me to take 10 mineral waters from koperasi. she held my hand when she was ordering me. i don't know why she wanted to hold my hand, because she wanted to test how small is my hand? XD

after this was moral period and we had it at kamar syura. it started to rain when it was almost recess time. because of we needed to back to kamar syura after recess for our English period, so suz suggested us to put our shoes at kamar syura and we back to class to take our things and then go canteen to eat without our shoes. we really did it. everyone stared at us and smiled. we explained the same thing to them many times. why didn't i meet cheche? sure she will ask us why and we will leave a special impression for her again. T~T fortunately we didn't meet principal or we will maybe slapped by her. i went back to bilik unjuran with a pair of wet sock after English period. it was wet and cold, and smelly i think. i hate that. it made me so uncomfortable, and disgusting.

we back to our own class at last. last period was Sejarah and the teacher was absent. we arranged our seats at class. my place was almost same with last time. but this time was no longer boys at in front while girls at back, we gonna mix.

i saw cheche and dameinv were eating at canteen when i was in lab, doing experiment. i can't recognise dameinv because she wore a different tudung today. i wished to see her that in different tudung and suit after school. however, fish said she saw her drove back already! T~T i still didn't see her, even her face. moody. sighed.

Teacher's Day!

yesterday night, ice beauty on when i was on-ing too. i dared myself to wish her "Happy Teacher's Day" in chat box. she asked whether i'm going to school the next day because she said there is a trend that Teacher's Day is a holiday day for some students. of course i will be going, i wanted to see cheche, dameinv and ice beauty there. and she said teachers appreciate those students who attend and celebrate together. i answered her "that's what we should do" and she said i'm a good student and asked me to keep it up XD. i asked her few question after that and stop chatting after a while. she off at about 11pm to 12am.

yuzi and i poked cheche this morning. yuzi said:"selamat hari...." then cheche said thanks before she finish her sentence XD and the point is, she ended up her sentence with "cikgu". "selamat hari cikgu", yuzilew, don't tell others that you are a badlishan. i hi and wished her "Happy Teacher's Day" after she thanked to yuzi. she thanked her in Malay Language and thanked me in English because i wished her in English. besides, she added on "morning" at the end of her sentence. she still wanted to add the word "morning". well, this meant she payed notice to me XD.

we had our assembly as usual. xiuxiu suggested to wish ice beauty after assembly. she was walking back to kamar syura that time. to prevent her from leaving, we ran towards while xiuxiu called her very loudly when she was running. ice beauty shocked when she turned her head and saw us. XD they wished her while i'm the last. i rushed to there and said "Happy Teacher's Day" ambiguously. i cannot say the word properly. T~T i made a embarrassment myself in front her. uwaaaaaaaa~~~ i laughed very loudly once i finished my sentence ambiguously and went away after that, without look one more time to her.

only 5 of us in our class attended today which are yuzi, suz, xiuxiu, wenhui and me. we hung out together with ping the whole day. teachers played a lot of games at field and students were the audience. it's so funny to see teachers playing without their normal strict face and caring of their image and did a lot of funny poses and patterns XDXD.

we ate at canteen and played at class in order to waste the time. i hi with dameinv when she drove her car into school compound. ice beauty passed by our class. the crazy xiuxiu called her loudly again and we poked her very loudly again too. she seemed like very speechless. XD we went to dewan terbuka at 10.30am because performances were going to start on that time. there was very crowded. dewan terbuka was not enough for all of us, and there was not involving the students who were taking their exam. we have no place to sit so we sat at the field in front of it and played something there but most of the time we were wasting our time without doing anything.

i went to staff room in order to give cheche her gift together with ping. she was chatting with Miss Gooi when we reached staff room. ping and me scared her at her place when she came back from chatting. she was not scared, just asked "apa ni?" and why we were there. i answered her nothing and then took out my Strepsils and handed to her. she asked "apa ni?" again when holding it. i told her she needs to talk loudly when teaching what, so i gave her Strepsils. she then said that's what she really needs and useful to her, she very liked it. yes! she liked it! wahaha~~ she said it's what she needs and useful~ i'm so great~ XD by the way, she said such word: "tapi ni masuk sini keluar sini"(pointing at her mouth and then her butt) == whatever, still very happy~ i like this cheche than expressionless cheche XD

it was teacher's choir performance after this(actually i don't know what's going on, i just know this only XD) i only looked at dameinv all the way. she saw me and she moved her head left and right and smiled brightly to me, ohohoho~~ i watched the performances after that.

it started to rain at about 12pm to 1pm. i will get wet if i continued to stay at my place so i suggested xiuxiu to go to the back of the hall as its raining and she was too boring sitting there and of course, the main reason is, dameinv moved to there XD. as what i wanted, we stood behind dameinv. she realised us after a while and smiled to us. she was so popular, so many students gave her gift, her bag was fulled by gifts, it makes me not dare to sit beside her because i didn't give her a gift. she asked me to sit beside her not long after the students went away. i thought she asked so because she saw us standing over there but actually there was a chair beside her. who knows she moved her chair nearer to mine and asked me to take photo with her. she asked me to take photo with her!! wahaha~~ i was still moody because of didn't bringing camera to take photo with her, cheche and ice beauty before this, who knows she requested it herself!! wahaha~~ so happy~ i still can take photo together with her today~

she moved herself very near to me when taking photo. she really doesn't care anything, it seemed like only me who very care of her. whatever, i was glad about it too. XD we took 2 photos because the first one was too dim and the camerawomen was muna. i asked dameinv to upload those photos to facebook but she refused to do so. however, she was still willing to upload them after i told her i wanted the photos. i sat beside her after taking photo, the stupid xiuxiu went away already, left only me there T~T. dameinv was talking to muna all the way, ignoring me. i felt like its very weird for me sitting alone without doing anything beside the teachers so i went back to the place ping them sat and chatted with them there. xiuxiu said dameinv and muna was going back so i quickly went back to there and pretended to take my bottle and chair. i asked her whether she was going back now. she said no and told me it's not yet the time to back and she was going to back staff room, not home. muna held my hair with the eyes of jealousy and said my hair is so nice. XD dameinv then said my hair is wig and i refuted her. XD she was looking at me and smiling.

the result of the survey on nice teachers was announced today. dameinv got the "guru paling penyayang". unfortunately, she went back to staff room just now so another teacher was requested to take dameinv's prize. i wanted to rush to staff room to call her at first but then i gave up because i thought there will be other people doing that job and they impossible will wait for dameinv although i go and call her. a bit unhappy because of this, dameinv missed it.

i went to ask her to take photo with me again, but with her teeth. she used to smile without showing her teeth when taking photos. i checked her profile, she was smiling in every photo but EVERY of it was smiling WITHOUT showing her teeth! i don't know why, i must know the answer one day! she laughed by closing her mouth with her hands and turning back to me once she heard i requested her to smile with showing her teeth when taking photo with me. she laughed for quite a long time, i don't know what's the reason. she refused to smile with showing her teeth. she asked a passed by student to take photo for us. i asked muna to take for us, but she asked me to pay her if i want her to take with a sleepy, unhappy face. i don't know what happened to her,ping said maybe she was jealous about i took photo with dameinv but didn't invite her. well, i admit i forgot that, don't know anything at all. dameinv was standing very close to me, her hand was on my shoulder and posing "peace" beside me. i think she wanted to take this as the replacement for smiling showing her teeth. my toes curved together when she was standing close to me, i was nervous. XD

i was very happy about her pose. when i was waiting for her to show me the photo we took, she smiled at her iPhone 4 suddenly and showed me the phone. you know what's that? i was closing my eyes!!!!! shit!!!!!!! she's posing such close with me, but i was closing my eyes!!!! T~T i asked her to delete the photo but she doesn't want and told me she wanted to upload it!! T~T and i wasted such a perfect photo......... as a result, we took another photo again.

dameinv asked a unknown teacher to take photo for us as the student already went away. i forgot what was our pose, what i know is when we checked for the photo taken by the teacher after we posing for a very long time, there was nothing. its because of a cameraman came and wanted to take our photo too, but dameinv refused to let him take and turned her face back from the camera so i followed her too and the teacher doesn't know how to operate the iPhone. consequently, we need to take AGAIN.

this time, she doesn't wanted to ask anyone to take for us anymore. she wanted to take it herself. we took a proper photo at last. but she didn't put her hand on my shoulder and didn't smile with showing her teeth too. the one that she put her hand on my shoulder i was closing my eyes. T~T what the hell.. so conclusion is, i didn't get any photo that satisfied me. next time, i must be the first one who take photo with her which she is smiling showing her teeth! and last, this was a GREAT TEACHER'S DAY! i liked it!

interesting and memorable things~(super long XD)

i was very moody yesterday because of those things. ping consoled me for that, she wished me can have a good interaction with cheche and dameinv today. as a result, i did have nice interaction with them today!

i went to toilet together with yuzi this morning as usual. i met cheche as i stood in front of the toilet door, opening the door using my back and chatting with yuzi who was still tidying up her clothes and her necklace. he-he. well, i admit, i did this deliberately. i hi with her, she morning with me again. i thought she will just go away after that, how i know she turned her head and asked me what did we commented at the photo there. it was like this, i commented at the photo i tagged her before because i saw she changed her profile picture twice but didn't see she online. i wanted to chat with her, i wanted to save her chat tab, and i wanted to comment at her photo at the beginning, but i gave up then as i don't know what can i comment about and i have no guts, so, i commented at my photo that tagged her. because of i just commented it, so the post became the most recent post and xiuxiu saw it and commented there. i chatted with her there, i was angry because i don't want anyone to comment there because i was worrying that cheche will ignore the post immediately once she sees those conversation. who knows, she asked me about that! thanks xiuxiu!! muack! XD

i told her we chatted nothing there, yeah, i was lying because we chatted about ADY there, how can i tell her about ADY!! she then asked is there any photo else that we took together with her but didn't upload or tag her because she said she just saw one photo only. actually she saw two, she commented there. i told her there is one more photo that i tagged her but she didn't saw. she then nodded her head and went away. yuzi came out a while after that, so we went away. when we passed by cheche's car, she called us. she asked us whether can help her to carry something, of cause i said can XD i carried a bag which there was a big gift inside it while yuzi carried her laptop i think. i asked cheche the gift is for who, is it me, then she said human or gift of Teacher's Day or something like that, i forgot. she said help to carry things for her is the gift for her of Teacher's Day. i asked reward for us for helping her to carry things, fortunately i remembered to ask her, different with last time which i forgot the word "reward" T~T.

do you know what she answered me? she said she will give free smile for me!!! wahahah~~ FREE SMILE :) yeah~~ by the way, why she will answer like this? is that she already knew i will be very excited when i meet her!? oh my god... whatever, ignore that. she said she will give me FREE SMILE~ yeah~~~ wahahah XDXDXDXD

there was English period today, i felt sleepy in her period as she gave us a test and went away after that. i finished it already, and there was no voice around, everyone kept their mouth shut well. so, i felt sleepy in this perfect SLEEPABLE condition. XD i suggested 1 of the malay girl in my class to make noise so that ice beauty will come out and she really came out after that. ha-ha.

yuzi took the buku pemantauan to ice beauty to let her sign before we leave. i followed her so that i can see ice beauty closely again. she has no pen and i borrowed her mine. she touched my hand accidentally when i handed my pen to her. wahaha~ luckily my hands were not sweating overly on that time, if not, sure she will feel disgusting about it.

and i realised ice beauty is just about 4CM taller than yuzi!! she looked so tall!! but actually she is just 4CM taller than yuzi!! oh my god... it really shocked me... by the way, it meant she is not much taller than me only. XD

choir will be started on 2pm today, very early, because it will involve only form 3 girls. i don't want to go canteen at first, but i still went there at last as suz n yuzi wanted to go there. i met dameinv there! yes! she was waiting at the counter again and suz was standing besides her. i went to accompanied suz because i wanted to see and hi with her. suz went away once i reached there, dameinv didn't see me, i mumbled. suz heard it and she called dameinv and told her "cikgu, dia nak kamu tengok dia"!!! shit!! suz!!! you better be careful, don't let me meet pacak or i will tell him you like him! i then quickly told dameinv "tak da, cikgu dia gila" and went away and scolding at suz and pointing here and there on the way to my seat, i think dameinv saw that. dameinv came to me after paying. she asked me why don't i eat rice and titillate me when saying those words. she titillate me again! cheche too!! what the hell.. why everyone wanted to titillate me.. by the way, i admit i like it XD

there was only 5 of us attended the choir practise and all of us are in soprano. it is a good thing for teacher edna and us, she can check us one by one and make sure we have no mistake. teacher edna created some actions today too, well, i'm not very like those actions but its okay. at least it is not such posing here and there, swinging left and right, turning front and back and so on, still acceptable. choir practise ended at 3.15pm, because there is too few of us.

i saw cheche when i came out from music room, she was talking to someone at bilik unjuran, her car was parked besides my class but there was not my time already. T~T anyway, still saw her, i was very happy already. wonder why she stayed back, she didn't changes sport shirt, just wore the clothes she wore in the morning. she back when we walked to pondok. i deliberately walked at the roadside so that she can see us when her car pass by. i thought she will turn her head and look at us and i wanted to hi with her when she look at us, but she didn't. however, i saw she was smiling.

i called my mum after put my bag at the pondok. there left yewen and me only. yewen accompanied me to see dameinv. i estimated she maybe will be in lab. ii was correct, she was teaching at the second floor lab. a girl wanted to enter the class when we passed by there. i stood behind her, i thought dameinv will be standing at the podium and she can see me if i stand behind the girl. unfortunately, she moved a whiteboard near to the door and facing inside. it meant dameinv was facing inside and cannot see anything that appear outside. she didn't see me, and i just saw her back. T~T

i waited for my mum at the pondok after yewen went back. i saw cheche's car passed by so i pretended i was searching and waiting for my mum and walked in front the gate to see where cheche's car was going. she turned to the road in front of our school, the place where have bookshop and 7-11. she drove to the end of the road and u-turned. she then came out and went towards the opposite road in front of our school. not long after that, i saw her car again, this time she passed by the road right in front of our school and i saw her from side XD and i didn't see her car anymore after that. why she wanted to drive into the bookshop and 7-11 road and then u-turned again after that? she didn't even stop for a while. where she went before she drove there? and i suspect maybe she's not back through the opposite road in front of our school, it should be the same condition with today. i must observe it after that, to get my answer.

i returned home without my pile of books. i didn't realise that until i went my room to put all my things. i then asked my dad to bring me back to school to take back my books. it is already the second time, SECOND. the first time was also Sunday, this condition, back home after choir. i don't know what happened to me, always forgot about my pile of books. perhaps it will not have the third time.

i decided to buy cheche some throat lozenges instead of bear. i have no time to buy bear anymore. besides, i think throat lozenges is a not bad choice too. i want to see her response when i tell her it is the gift for her for Teacher's Day. wahaha~~ and it has its useful function too. cheche needs to talk loudly when teaching students and she always cough. hum.. i think it is really a good choice. XD i cycled to the store near my house once i decided to buy her throat lozenges. it was already very cloudy, it seemed like it will rain once i step out from my house. however, i ignored all that and cycled to the store. really, it started to rain once i was out from my house, but it was only drizzling. i continued my run. ya, i have to rush to the store and then rush back to home. if not, i will be fully wet. i rushed home once i finished buying the lozenges. fortunately, i arrived home few seconds before the rain was poured out. i was too cool, i think. i cycled to buy the things that i wanted to give cheche once i decided and don't care anything although it was already going to rain. now only i know her affect towards me is this serious. wow.

the end.

i hate tonight!!

14.5.2011

went to Tesco just now. i wanted to meet cheche and buy the bear that we wanted to give ice beauty as Teacher's Day's gift. who knows, there has no bear that small in size in the gift shop there, there has only big bears which are very expensive. we have no that much budget for it. so, didn't buy anything for teacher's day at the end.

and then, cheated by price of potato chips! shit.. it stated there, "tesco choice", RM1 each. i thought it was really that cheap and i discussed very long about it with my sister, we both agreed to buy 2 packs after that. my mum used to check the receipt after buying everything. she told me the potato chips is RM7.5 but not RM1!!! as expected, i was scolded by my mum for it. shit!! it stated there RM1!!! why is it RM7.5 after that!!!!!!!!

i surfed internet once i back home. i planned to do my folio, but then, i did nothing on it. he-he. i used to view cheche, dameinv and some times ice beauty's profile once i sign in my facebook. "41 minutes ago"!!! dameinv commented on her wall post 41 minutes ago!!! shit!!!!

why i wanted to go tesco. T~T i didn't meet who i wanted, didn't buy what i wanted, and missed who i wanted!!! arghhhh!!!

unknown

had a nice interaction with both cheche and dameinv today. i met dameinv after school when i accompanied yuzi to put the buku pemantauan together with her boy and suz. dameinv was with one-like eyebrow, and don't know who else. i hi with dameinv from far and one more time when we were nearer. she asked me where i wanted to go, i don't know how to answer her, don't know why. i um and um and um, finally i answered her "bilik guru" but she was already went away. one-like eyebrow copied me before i told the answer, she followed me to "um.. um.." si hiao po~

after that i went canteen with them, i saw one-like eyebrow from far, that meant dameinv was there too! wahahah~~ i screamed out immediately and very excited, i was very excited just now, don't know what happened to me. she was waiting the hawker to pay her food at the counter, i went beside her and hi with her as i wanted to buy food too. she saw me, and hi with me too. she bought rice and a big curry drumstick. the hawker ignored both of us, we had been waited him for so long. i planned to ask her whether teachers are going to sing in choir team at teacher's day, but i failed to ask her because i don't know what should i call her. i had been looking at her for a long time, but i don't dare to say anything. dameinv took my smart card and saw it when we were waiting for the hawker, i immediately took back from her. it is very ugly, cannot let her sees. she smiled. anyway, the hawker settled her things first, she is teacher what. she bye with me before she went away. shit, wasted such a good opportunity to talk to her. T~T i'm a timid girl.

i kept on looking at her when i was eating and went back too when she went back together with yewen, we were walking behind them. hehe, this time was the third time i walk behind her already i think.

i then met cheche at the corridor of old science lab, i think she went back after putting her things on her car, she planned to stay back. we hi with her, and she replied us. i forgot to wish her happy mother's day, shit! i forgot to laugh at her about the morning too. i should say "afternoon" to her. hehe

i cannot sing well today, my throat was fulled with sputum once i breath in. as a result, we spent almost all the time for just one song. i think not only because of me, many others also did not did well today, don't know what happened to them. i was annoyed by my presentation, i hate it. my mood was affected by this, moody already. i saw cheche's car after i came out from music room. she hasn't back yet, i was right, she really stayed back. but then, why she stayed back?

i went to lab to see dameinv after that, i passed by there twice then only she realized me, we smiled to each other. mood better a bit now. after this, i planned to walk everywhere to find cheche, but the problem is, i don't where to find her! some more there was many people there, they were marching. so, i didn't find her at last. mood down again. and till now, still down, maybe because i didn't did well in choir and maybe didn't see cheche.

ohoho~~ can't calm down at all!!

i'm here again~ just because of a super exciting thing had happened, i must write down it here so that i can read back in the future and feel happy with it!

i didn't hi with cheche this week, not deliberately don't want to hi with her, but so many things happened and interrupted me!!

she backed from malay's assembly by the way near my class again, same with last week. i hi with her last week, and she morning with me. when i hi with her, she will morning with me and she will hi with me when i morning with her. it means she paid notice to me! ha-ha! she walked back through the way near the teacher's toilet together with a malay student. they were talking happily, hum! i passed by her together with yuzi as i accompanied her to put her violin. cheche peeped at me, and i hi with her once i saw she peeped me. however, it's too late. she already turned back her head to talk with the student again and didn't notice my poke. T~T she ignored me. anyway, we still u-turned to the way she was walking and followed at her back. the student then walked away.

today's food was chocolate donuts. we ate at canteen, 8 of us, except suz. poor her, we met pacak there XD and then i met cheche at canteen again. i felt very happy and excited about it. i hi with her when she walked near to me. she smiled, i thought she will only smiles like that and walks away like what she used to do usually. who knows she didn't walks away but stopped behind me and titillated me! she spent quite a long time to find where's my waist and titillated it. she titillated me!!! she titillated me!! oh my god!! i was super duper happy and excited but then i just remembered i was eating CHOCOLATE donut!! will there be a black chocolate spot on my teeth!? to confirm that, i quickly asked my friends that whether it's any black spot on my teeth. consequently, they answered me there was! i shook my body and head strongly, just like a mad girl once i heard their answer. there was a black spot on my teeth!! it meant maybe cheche saw that! fortunately, they told me actually there's nothing on my teeth. thanks god, cheche didn't sees that.

actually i should be very very happy about it, but then i'm still greedy. i gonna blame the chocolate donut! if i was not eating chocolate donut, i would be turn my head and look cheche's back! damn it chocolate donut!! maybe cheche turned her head and looked my response! T~T i missed that. whatever, she titillated me, wahahaha, ohohoho, ahahaha~~XDXD

the chinese students, including me, went to a lecture about how to answer the questions in chinese paper at SMKK after school. actually it was not bad, the lecturer and the contents too. it ended at about 5.30pm, i then walked back to school together with my friends, yuzi, beibei, periutalei, transparent ween, giant, sunio, nobita, hoey yee and maning. i tried to run back to school but then my stomach started to pain after i ran. i just ran a while, and very slowly! and it was still started to feel pain! shit! we reached school not long after that, the journey was not long actually. i accompanied yuzi to take back her violin after that and deliberately went to the back of staffroom to see whether dameinv is there to show that i was still at school at 6 something, i wanted to see her surprised face XD.

unfortunately, she was not there. i then walked to the lab, i knew she will be there, she will only appears at lab, staffroom or canteen usually. she was really there, guiding her students to do experiments. by the way, she was surrounded by her students while she was guiding them. damn it, i cursed. i walked to the another side of lab to walk back. i can see her from the windows. the windows were not closed today, yes. i saw her, guiding her students carefully. she rose her head suddenly when i passed by. we met our sight, i smiled at her and she smiled back too. maybe because of she was guiding them too carefully, she has not enough time to smile fully and she smiled by only exposed half of her teeth XD. by the way, doesn't she feels weird that i was still in school at the time? maybe she hasn't realize XD. i will online today, to wait whether she will comes and asks me about that. hehe