lack of words to set a title for this post.

i think i need to cry now. sometimes, human being needs to cry. its okay, it doesn't matter.

i know, it's just because of such stupid things. i shouldn't cry at all. but i know, this cry is not that cry, so it doesn't matter. i just need to vent..? no, it can't be considered as vent. hmm, alright, i don't know how to describe it.

asked dameinv about her ring on her ring finger just now. i haven't get the answer yet. but i reached the climax, the most important part, i can get my answer in her next reply already. suddenly, "try to reload the page". i reloaded and reloaded. it doesn't work. i restarted the computer and modem too. at last, i was back to it. but she was not there anymore. shit, i went mad. mood ruined. became five, from hundred.

went weibo afterward. saw some touching things. tears formed in the eyes. ya, i can be touched easily. mood didn't ruin, but the rate of going to cry increased.

cheche's profile then. realise my post was deleted by her, i think. mood ruined, became three.

at last, i realise i was sicked. oh god, i cried.