bad thing and excited thing then again~

1st,

cheche brought students away again today. she's not at school the whole day. but today i feel much better than last time, i think i used to it already. from the other side, at least i still saw her what. we need to be grateful and cannot be greedy. XD

2nd,

after last time dameinv saw me saw her, i'm not dare to see her from window anymore. i scare she will see me again. this time, just first time, she still hi excitedly with me the next day, this means she didn't feel anything wrong yet. maybe she think i was just coincidently passed by and coincidently looked inside and coincidently saw her. so if she found out i see her again, she will knows that this is not coincidently but deliberately. T~T except look her from window, i don't have other way to see her already. what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, i then asked min to accompany me to enter bilik guru and come out through the back door so that i can see dameinv. i realize min is so good!! she just okay anything!! wahahah~~ i love her so much~ then we entered, same with yesterday, there's crowded there, don't know why. but the different thing is, i didn't see dameinv like yesterday!! yesterday we even hi with each other excitedly!! but today!! she didn't look upward at all!! T~T so i just saw her forehead and right eye. haihh. i cannot see her for 1 week after this!!! T~T what the hell holiday!!!

3rd,

you know, today ice beauty smile with me!!! wahahahah~~~ so hapi~~ so excited~~ lalalalalalala~~~ i smile at her at first, i smiled with showing my teeth know!! don't know why today i dare to smile with her!! normally i don't dare to look at her when she's looking at me. then she smiled back with me. wahahahaahh~~ so syok~~ this is our first interaction besides of lessons!!! woooohoooooooo~~~~~~ i want to smile with her every time i meet her after this~~ wahahha~~

4th,

i met xiaomeinv today. but no different feeling anymore, she's out of top 10 already. actually not enough 10 persons also. XD

ranking of the persons i admire:

1st: cheche ---------------- 150%

2nd: dameinv-------------- 120%

3rd: ice beauty------------- 80%

4th: still don't have yet~

PS: the percentages are not accurate. i just write it randomly~ XD