bad good day!!

this morning has many mists, it look so fantasy!! i like the feel very much!!! i'm very enjoy the morning with mists today! why we want to assembly in dewan sam... it made me cannot enjoy the morning fulled with mists thoroughly... T~T by the way, if we're assembly at outside also, i will keep on look at cheche too. XD i went toilet with xiuxiu before went for assembly. we met cheche, i hi with her from her back and she turned and replied me. XD

after assembly, maths period. i only get 87 marks!!! T~T i aimed 100marks to get cert in HAC this time but i only get 87 marks!!! it was so hurt!! T~T if i didn't aim for 100marks this time maybe i won't be that disappointed if i get 87marks. i cried you know!! by the way, the teacher seem like miscalculate marks, i get 52marks actually and she gave me 50marks only. and paper 1 maybe will have correction. if i gain all marks there, i can get 90marks, better a bit. this stupid maths marks ruined my mood from 100% to 10%.

its Malay language period after maths period. i get only 67marks. its okay actually, but my mood had ruined again because i only get 21 corrects in paper 1!!! T~T my mood left 5% only.

its Sejarah period afterward!!! you all guess i get how many??? i only get 6 questions wrong and i get 90marks!!! so happy!!!!!!! XDXD it is the first time i get 9*marks in Sejarah!!! from form 1's 40marks improved to now's 90marks!!! so excited!! i cried again!!! but this time is because of too happy!!! XDXD i want to let cheche know my unbelievable improvement but i scare she will say:"so what, i 90marks very few only" cannot!! that's very very hurt!! i think i better don't tell her. by the way, i'm not so confirm yet because teacher hasn't distributes OMR paper yet, she just discussed the question with us only. this made my mood increased to 90% already~

then, it is English period!! ice beauty!! wahahaha~ you know, i get 35 questions correct in English paper 1!!! first time!! i usually get 27 or 28 questions correct only!! yes!! so happy~ some more happier after that!! ice beauty remembered my name!! she called me without looking at name list!! yes~~ lalalalalala~~ so happy~~~ XDXD after this, today's considered as good day already.

it's science period then. i get 53marks in paper 2. kinda less, but never mind, it didn't ruin any of my mood! still good mood and good day~~

i met cheche when we're waiting at astaka after school!! i hi with her idiot-ly and she replied me too. yes!! XD and then yuzi was forced by me to accompany me to go through bilik guru just to see whether dameinv's there. as a result, i saw her~~~! we hi with each other excitedly. after i went out bilik guru, i peeped to the window where dameinv saw me that day. i accidentally saw her was waiting for me to pass by the window!! wahahah~~ and we once again hi excitedly to each other~~ good!! it means i still can look her from window next time!! wahahah~~ very good mood now and very excited and very high. XD

when choir practice, teacher Edna said because of we're too slow, we need to practice twice this week. so i gonna stay back again this Wednesday~ yes!! have chance to meet cheche and dameinv~~ wahahah~~

so, as a conclusion, today is considered as a very good day without the maths result.

whatever

finally surrendered to my mom today!! i really cannot afford the feeling she ignores me. i hate that. i'm very care of her actually. i want to hi with her yesterday, but she didn't even looks at me and just ignore me and passed by me!! T~T so hurt. then i not dare to hi with her. until today, cannot tahan anymore, just go idiotic hi with her. then she beat my butt like angry me why so late then only hi with her. XD

oh ya, MY E STRING BROKE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i gonna crazy already!!!!!!!!!!i don't know why my E sting always breaks!! maning bought her violin few years already, never break! yuzi's also 1,2 years already, although her E string is already rusted but still didn't breaks!! why my E string can breaks easily!!!!!! my violin, the E string broke almost 10 times within 11 months!!!!! it makes me going crazy!!! shit!!!!!!!

moody

quarreled with my mom today, the feeling is really not good. i don't like she ignores me, but i don't want to surrender. haihh, no mood. so bye.

stupid!!

T~T stupid careless mistakes again!! why am i always careless!! mathematics, careless, didn't see the second sentence of the question. theory, careless, see dotted quaver as dotted crotchet!!!! T~T why why tell me why, careless's following me, i can never get rid of it, why why!!

excited!!

gonna go for theory exam later...!! so excited. never try before what. by the way, not so nervous, just excited. oh ya, tell you something, i didn't memorize the Italian words fully yet. ha-ha.

Today

hum.. nothing special today. oh ya, i don't know what title should i put every time i write post you know. haih.

i woke up earlier than my estimation. usually i will sleep until my alarm ring then only i will wake up, but i woke up earlier than my alarm recently. i think maybe my body clock started to use to my routine. i sleep about 6 hours a day and i slept about 10 hours this two days. don't know, still need to see the coming day whether i really used to sleep not more than 12 hours. i slept more than 12 hours usually at holidays.

about my memorizing Italian words, nothing improvement today. i just finished my English correction, watched Charmaine's drama, ate 2 oranges, heard Charmaine's interviewed by a Hong Kong's radio channel and surfed internet today. beside these, i done nothing today.

dameinv still didn't online, cheche too. really nothing special today, so bye.

today's words

i woke up at 11.30am this morning. its quite early for me. i set my alarm as 12pm, but i was awaken by my mom's scolding my bro's voice, and my sis's waking up sounds.

i went to violin class then, at 1.30pm. actually i should go at 2pm, but i went after my mom took my sis to tuition. i done many pass year test papers. considered as settled everything already. what should i do right now is just memorize all the Italian words and wait for the exam on Monday. well, its about 100++ words need to memorize, but i didn't memorize even one of them yet. i think its not a hard thing for me, i can memorize it before Monday. hum.. i'm not so nervous for the exam, i'm always not nervous for exam, any exams. what i worry is i cannot pass the exam. i did many mistakes when i do the pass year test papers. i'm worry that i will make those mistake too in exam. if i cannot pass it, means i wasted RM138. i must do my best so that i won't waste the exam fee. RM138, its not a small amount, for me.

he said he's going to have a travel to Bali this evening and he'll back at next Tuesday. it means i cannot sms with him in this period. T~T he sms a lot with me recently, especially the exam week. due to the increasing of sms rate, my feeling to him has increased. not like before, i'm not very care of him because we have too less interaction. but its different now, we sms more, so my feeling to him was increased. hope that he will continue to sms me instead of just few messages for few months.

wishes:

1. i hope dameinv can on together with me so that we can chat. we have a long time didn't chat already.

2. i hope i can memorize the Italian words as fast as i can. i don't want to fail in my theory exam.

3. i hope my dad or mom can win the lottery. my mom keeps on saying she's Amoney recently and i want to brace my teeth.