Thursday, March 10, 2011

bad thing and excited thing then again~

1st,
cheche brought students away again today. she's not at school the whole day. but today i feel much better than last time, i think i used to it already. from the other side, at least i still saw her what. we need to be grateful and cannot be greedy. XD

2nd,
after last time dameinv saw me saw her, i'm not dare to see her from window anymore. i scare she will see me again. this time, just first time, she still hi excitedly with me the next day, this means she didn't feel anything wrong yet. maybe she think i was just coincidently passed by and coincidently looked inside and coincidently saw her. so if she found out i see her again, she will knows that this is not coincidently but deliberately. T~T except look her from window, i don't have other way to see her already. what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, i then asked min to accompany me to enter bilik guru and come out through the back door so that i can see dameinv. i realize min is so good!! she just okay anything!! wahahah~~ i love her so much~ then we entered, same with yesterday, there's crowded there, don't know why. but the different thing is, i didn't see dameinv like yesterday!! yesterday we even hi with each other excitedly!! but today!! she didn't look upward at all!! T~T so i just saw her forehead and right eye. haihh. i cannot see her for 1 week after this!!! T~T what the hell holiday!!!

3rd,
you know, today ice beauty smile with me!!! wahahahah~~~ so hapi~~ so excited~~ lalalalalalala~~~ i smile at her at first, i smiled with showing my teeth know!! don't know why today i dare to smile with her!! normally i don't dare to look at her when she's looking at me. then she smiled back with me. wahahahaahh~~ so syok~~ this is our first interaction besides of lessons!!! woooohoooooooo~~~~~~ i want to smile with her every time i meet her after this~~ wahahha~~

4th,
i met xiaomeinv today. but no different feeling anymore, she's out of top 10 already. actually not enough 10 persons also. XD







ranking of the persons i admire:
1st: cheche ---------------- 150%
2nd: dameinv-------------- 120%
3rd: ice beauty------------- 80%
4th: still don't have yet~

PS: the percentages are not accurate. i just write it randomly~ XD

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

utcut... then interesting XD

utcut things.
i saw cheche came at about 9am this morning. she stopped her car in front of surau then came down from it. she took off her baby's car from the front seat and put it at the bonet(how to spell it?). then what happened you know? i saw few malay boys enter her car!! they sat on her car!! T~T they then went away and never come back until after school. so utcut. since morning session, long time didn't have this feeling already. the feeling of knowing cheche is not at school is very bad!!! some more ice beauty also not at school when recess time. T~T cheche is not at school, ice beauty too, while dameinv haven't comes school yet!! T~T really feel bo syok!! moody!!!!

interesting things. XD
i waited dameinv at the toilet there today, she's not there, i didn't see her. then i deliberately go pass by bilik guru. as usual, i put my head close to the window and see hardly to see whether dameinv is there or not. i saw muna at first, then i moved my sight slowly to dameinv's place, suddenly dameinv looked at me!!! she looked at me at the second i looked at her!!! what the hell.... she saw i saw her........ by the way, i feel so intresting. don't know how will she think of me after saw me from window. XD don't know what will she discuss about me with muna later. XD

Friday, March 4, 2011

study hard!!!

he sms me at 1.3.2011. we chat something. then i said i have no mood to study and my KH is very bad. even when i want to study hard for KH, i will fall asleep after i focused about 5 minutes on the book. i say i want his award. he "muack" to me, then i say i don't want just like this, i want him to wish me or reward me if i did well. he then sent back to me, written:

"觉得自己做到和做不到,其实只是在一念之间。只有愿意相信自己能做到的人才能获得最后的成功。所以,你相信自己了吗?"

i asked whether it is he type on his own, he said yes. i was so touched. he rather to type himself for me. if its me, i will just answer him easily, but not the things like this. so touched. he even offer me that if i can get at least 5As in exam, he'll give a kiss, LIVE. he promised me. so, i want to study hard to get this reward!! XD by the way, i don't think i can do this. i actually want 8As, but BI, BM, and KH i really don't know how should i study to get A. for BM and BI, i have too less vocab, all of my essays and karangan are full of red pens ink. i don't know what can i do. for KH, i never study it properly since form 1. until now, form 3, there is too many things. and all of it need to memorise. actually memorise is not too hard for me, but the important is, I WILL FELL ASLEEP WHEN I STUDY FOR KH!!!!!!!! i cannot control, i feel very boring on KH. i don't know how should i do to get 8As. really. sigh.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

good mood!!

today i have a very good mood!! wahahahah~~

i accompanied yuzi to put her violin at Miss Edna's place to avoid stole by others. then i deliberately said i want to go toilet, actually i want go already before assembly but i didn't see cheche's car, so i don't want to go~ then i realize she's in the bilik akses when i went to assembly, she didn't drive on her own i think, because i didn't see her car comes, maybe her husband sent her. i kept on looking at the bilik akses area because i think she maybe will pass by there. after sometimes, i saw her came from there. i'm so happy. then she went to Blok Fatan, i think she will not come back already, how i know she then walked to front side of assembly and stood there. i didn't realize she's there at the beginning, xiuxiu told fangfang that cheche's there then fangfang told me then only i knew she's there. i cannot see anything at in front usually, but i can saw her clearly today! her head is between two boys' heads! so i looked at her all the time during assembly. i saw she swung her head left and right, don't know why, actually it looked so idiot, but it's her, so its so cute!! ha-ha. i saw before that she swung her bag and hit it with her knees, her body will swing right, it looks so cute and funny!! XD

just now i said that i want to go toilet right? so i went out from bilik guru through the back side door. i saw cheche from far and i hi with her. she smiled then called me. she called me "Lim"!! T~T not cordial at all. dameinv called me "WanPei" last time. cheche should be likes that what, so cordial~ ^^ then she waved her hand to me, asked me to go over her. i went. she told yuzi and me to help her to decorate the thing, i don't what the thing called, its a stick, with a sponge on it, then stick in some colour stick in the sponge. she said she wants 4persons, and asked yuzi and me to find two more persons. i went toilet after it and yuzi went back to class to ask two more persons. yuzi backed to bilik guru while i backed there at that time also, we met. she found fangfang and yongwen. then we entered bilik guru to find cheche.

she's waiting for us inside the bilik guru. once she saw us, she ordered and taught us how should we stick in the color sticks in the sponge. we started to stick in the color sticks. cheche went out fews times when we are sticking in the color sticks. i don't know what was she doing because i'm very focus on sticking in the color sticks. cheche came and asked us whether the sponge is loose or not and came to the stick that i'm holding and say "goyang kan?" then i said yes. she taught me how to put the papers into the gap of the sponge. she asked me to do while she holding the stick and the sponge, but i don't know, she cannot bear my clumsiness and asked me to hold the stick and sponge and let her to put. she accidentally touched my hand when i pass the stick to her. wahahaha~~ back of her right hand has a scar, i don't how it formed, it don't have a apophysis scar, its just like a trace there, it makes cheche's hand looks rough, but i looked carefully on her skin, not bad what, considered as smooth. its all the scar's fault, makes cheche's hand looks rough. actually i'm looking at her hands but not her action when she's teaching me how to put the papers in. ha-ha. i knew how to do then, and i finished putting in the papers afterward. i continued to stick in the color sticks. cheche stopped us when the color sticks is already full with color sticks on it. she said yuzi n me's is better than fangfang and yongwen's. wahaha. but she said "lew punya lebih cantik." i also have do the stick ok!! why only says lew!! T~T then she said "kalau bagi gred, lew punya A+, ini B-(pointing at fangfang and yongwen's stick)" i laughed. but still a bit not happy, she didn't mention me also. T~T whatever, i dont care. as long as i had a nice interact with her. wahahaha. she kept on thanked us afterward and said its very nice.

she said before that she still need us to decorate car but both of us are in period so she said she will call us if she need us. we then backed to class to continue our PJ period. she didn't call us the whole day, i thought she will call us so i wait for her at class. fangfang, yongwen, xiuxiu and me went to toilet then and want to back through bilik guru see whether cheche's there or not. we met a unknown teacher on the way, the teacher said i'm very very skinny. ha-ha. she paid a lot attention on me. XD we didn't see cheche at bilik guru afterward. somebody said they saw cheche and dameinv are at canteen. T~T why am i not go to canteen!! T~T

science teacher released us at 11am because we want to go dewan serbaguna for 2 unknown teachers' majlis pesaraan. i saw the sticks which we done before were carried to dewan by two unknown students and i met xioameinv at the corner of blok intelek, i almost cannot recognize her. XD yuzi and me went to dewan serbaguna after that. i think cheche maybe in charge in this program so i kept on looking at the end of dewan to see whether cheche or dameinv is there. i saw ice beauty together with fangfang's mhy before i saw them. the program was started, i still didn't see even one of them. i went out of dewan and stood at the small pavilion together with datou and maning. datou stood on the bench at the pavilion, she's so brave to do so!! there's the headmistress and many teachers, she just stood up like that!! i realize nobody scold her so i stood on it too. XD i saw cheche in the crowd, but no dameinv. its ok, i saw cheche~~ although datou didn't scolded by anyone, but i still scare the teachers or headmistress will scold us after that so i came down after a while. however, i stood up again soon because i want to see cheche. XD

we went into the dewan afterward and the crowd went too. after the retiring teachers went into dewan, i saw cheche and dameinv stood at the door side, looking into the dewan. i saw xiaomeinv stood besides cheche. cheche and dameinv went to sit in dewan then. they sat next to each other. i turned my body to the side so that i can easily turn my head to see them. everybody's facing in front, i'm the only one who facing the side. XD i kept on looking at them during the program. the retiring female teacher cried when she gave her speech. i saw ice beauty wiped her face and eyes, i think she cried too. xiuxiu, fangfang, yongwen and me are playing, talking and laughing all the times during the assembly. marcus sang and played violin, his voice is so nice and he can play violin very well!! i'm so jealous on him!!

cheche and dameinv went back when the program is almost the end. i never turn my head behind after that. we back to class after that. i had a close contact with ice beauty when i'm walking to class. she's talking with others, i passed behind her and almost touch her back because there's crowded. wahahah~ yuzi asked me to take off my spectacle when we're under the sun to prevent spectacle's trace on our face. the sun is so hot, so we ran to class without spec. the world is blur, it looks very fantasy. XD

fangfang them said they saw cheche and dameinv coming back through the corridor beside our class so i rushed to the door side and i hit xiuxiu and desk carelessly. my pelvis is so painful. but sacrifice will be paid. i saw cheche passed by the our class and saw dameinv at the window side. xiuxiu and me called dameinv from different side, dameinv don't know which side should her turns to so she moved her head left and right to search for the voice. it looks so cute. XD i called her once more then, and we poked to each other. XD

yuzi needs to take back her violin which she put at Miss Edna's place in the morning. i asked ping to go with me because i want her to accompany me to walk till the end of bilik guru to meet cheche and dameinv. i met cheche first, i hi with her, she thanked me again. i want to ask for reward at first, but i don't know how to say "reward" in malay language!! so i can only smile and nod my head to her. T~T lost a chance to talk more with her. we then u-turn to front of bilik guru because dameinv's talking with others there, ping and me pretended as we are talking till dameinv turned her head towards us. XD i hi with her. wahahah~ then we back.

i have violin lesson at 3pm. i straight away go violin teacher's house after school. i brought my violin today, i want teacher to tune for me, then teacher said E string is in stock now!! wahaha~~ i'm so terror~~ bring violin when the E string is in stock~~ XD so my violin is now with E string finally!! its there without E string for almost 3 months already!!! wahaahah~~ i can practice songs alreaady~~ yay~~ violin lesson end at 4pm and there's a replacement of sejarah lesson at 4.30pm later. i ate a pau on car then went to tuition staight away. it ends at 6pm. 6 something, finally i reached home!! XD

conclusion is, i have a very good mood today because i saw cheche, dameinv, xiaomeinv and ice beauty within few hours and i has a very good interaction with cheche~~ wahahahah~~~~~~~


PS: first time i write such a looooooooong post XD

Saturday, February 26, 2011

weekend

friday

dont know why, maybe sleep too much, i felt very not well. i feel like nothing to do, actually i have many things to do; feel very warm, although i already shower; want to eat, eventhough i already ate almost everything in my house and etc. . yesterday i slept at 2.30am, and woke up at 2.30pm today, i think i slept too much. but i usually slept like this also what, dont know, today is very weird.


saturday

still same, slept at 2.30am yesterday. i set my alarm as 1.30pm, but i woke up at 11.30pm. i shocked when i look at the clock, i woke up so early! haha~ hmm.. today still feel same with yesterday, something wrong, but much better. i did some sejarah nota just now. do halfway then go to do other things, then nothing to do then only come back to do nota again, my books are still opening beside me XD oh ya, i watched "Painted Skin" at the evening just now, it is so touch!! now only i realize!! i cried know!!! the loce story is so touch, they rather to die just to save their lovers. i dont like to see this kind of movie actually, so i never watch it before, once i see the poster or else of this kind of movie, i'll just ignore it immediately. but today's evening is so boring, and my sister was using the laptop, i cannot do. as i have nothing to do, i watched it. it's so nice!! "painted skin", u're listed in my "nice movie list"!! XD

Thursday, February 24, 2011

心情

今天发骚~用华语写~~

早上,
遇得到cheche~
体育节天气很好,原本就心情很不错了,
再来发现帅哥!!!!他跑回来~~哇哈哈哈~~想不到还能再看到他~我还以为再也不会看到他了~~他剪头发了,更帅了~~(花痴中)
体育老师喉咙痛~~讲话频频走音~~还要大声喊~我要笑傻了~~~心情爽到一个不行!!
下课,
再近距离遇到cheche~爽~~也看到冰山美人~~(其实之前看到几次了)再爽~~又终于吃到我的planta糖面包,妈咪终于买回平时吃的了,好吃多了~~再再爽~~
上课,
我和白痴绣绣一直在那边做废材事~我要疯了~要大笑又要忍着~都是绣绣害我的!
(sponge bob, square pants3~~~ XD)
放学,
走走看看~看到大美女和cheche~~
过后又有violin~~
整体来说,今天心情非常好!!!

Monday, February 21, 2011

prevent fourth opening post XD

hi, i'm here again, everybody~~
by the way, can i request something? can i just update few sentences or even few words every time? i'm lazy to write and i don't know what to write~ he-he
ermm.. this time still same, i have nothing to say. i'm here again just to avoid my blog to enter the fourth opening~ ha-ha~ i think, i just think, if i'm free or i have anything to say, i will say here. just maybe, because my English is bad, i don't know how are my sentences should be, i don't know how to construct the sentences, and i have very less of vocabulary. sigh.